me&you ♥

Changes.

2010-12-02T20:22:00.002+08:00

tonight i'm falling, but i guess things are changing just as the Earth is turning.

♥

2010-08-16T19:18:00.000+08:00

Happy 1st year dear (:
i'm thankful to have you in my life altho there are many ups and downs in our relationship. Love you!♥
omgosh, life is super busy nowadays. &time passes super fast! :D

2010-08-01T15:50:00.000+08:00

dear, you know smth?
i love you ♥

Little kid.

2010-07-14T17:34:00.002+08:00

I cant believe how some people can still remain childish after living 14years of life. Immature little kid.
I want to fall sick so that you will notice me again. &i am working towards that goal :D

Just another block of wood.

2010-07-13T18:13:00.000+08:00

School has been fine. Except for some girl that thinks her eye very big. Please la hor. Stop acting like a little kid. Grow up okay. If you thinking that rolling eyes at people is fun, go back to kindergarten la. Diao people is meant for people to see lo. Whats the point when others dont see it? Got guts go come right to me face &tell me you dont like me la. Stupid. Only know how to stand at one side and diao. So childish.
Dear, i think you're stupid. You read this i also dont care. We going to 11months already thn you still dont know i am the 口是心非 type meh? I tell you dont sms you really dont sms meh? so guai sia. As if la. You dont have trouble like will die like that lo. Anyways, idw to say so much la. Get yourself into it for all i care. Always is that stupid peter get you into trouble one lo. &class chalet dam fun lo. Still say no. Lol, the evidence is right there in my face but you still say no. Stop treating me like some little girl that is so gullible la.

broken.

2010-07-10T14:23:00.002+08:00

Starting next week school is official. I so need my sleep la :D I will try to study more :D But i wna be happy everyday :D that's my goal. (:

edit/
I just came back from cell :D Grace was today's topic. But now im home. He felt like a tiko lo. So scary to stand beside him. I wanted so much for the bus to come faster. Dollhouse by Priscilla Renea so describes how i'm feeling right now lo.

I'm just a girl, you're just a boy

This is my heart, it's not a toy
So what's with you playing with my mind?
We used to be cool, this used to be love
Now it's become something like a job
Like it or not, maybe things were changing
Right before our eyes
I tried to be your picture perfect girl
But you were in your own fantasy world
Tryna control me like some kind of Barbie
But that just ain't me
'Cause I ain't a doll
This ain't a dollhouse
You're way too old to be
Putting me down like this
And playing around like this
I ain't a doll
This ain't a dollhouse
No I could never be
Stuck living life like this
Behind these four walls
I ain't a doll
You called the shots right down to my shoes
I liked what you liked 'cause you told me to
And I don't think that you could even tell
I fell out of love but it never showed
I gave up on us so long ago
But you'll never know
Baby don't pretend like you know me so well
I tried to be your picture perfect girl
But you were in your own fantasy world
Tryna control me like some kind of Barbie
But that just ain't me I ain't a doll

This ain't a dollhouse
You're way too old to be
Putting me down like this
And playing around like this
I ain't a doll
This ain't a dollhouse
No I could never be
Stuck living life like this
Behind these four walls
I ain't a doll
I'll never be made of plastic
So glad that my heart's elastic
No matter what you do
I'll bounce back off of you
Cut me but Im not bleeding
I tried to be your picture perfect girl
But you were in your own fantasy world
Tryna control me like some kind of Barbie
But that just ain't me
I ain't a doll
This ain't a dollhouse
You're way too old to be
Putting me down like this
And playing around like this
I ain't a doll
This ain't a dollhouse
No I could never be
Stuck living life like this
Behind these four walls
I ain't a doll
And I come with imperfections
Epitome of perfection
If you can't understand
Loving the way I am
Then you're no good for me
So glad I kept my receipt
You tell me if i dont like thn just tell you. But by telling you, will it change anything? Will it change your mind? Will it stop you from disappointing me? No. It wont change anything. Telling you what i dislike has no purpose. It defeats all purpose of telling you. By telling you, changes are expected. But i know you wont change. For my sake, what exactly would you do? I bet, it isn't change. You just keep disappointing me. Keep hurting me. I always vent my frustrations by crying. But you'll nvr know when i cry & why. You're insensitive.Sometimes, it feels like you're just lying to make me happy. So that i wouldn't think so much. You know smth? Whatever i feel for you is fading because of the way you are. The way you tell me i am first, but in actual fact you put everything before me. You aren't in that competition. But you went anyway, giving up the only chance that you could see me for this week. Spoiling my mood for the whole week. I worry for you, but you asked, you will worry meh? I miss you till i cry, i worry till i cry. But do you know. When i try to tell you how i feel you get upset. Because you misunderstand me. I always apologise for hurting you. I know when i hurt you. But you hurt me unknowingly. Sometimes i feel unhappy, but you never hear that tinge of sadness in my voice. Is it because you're insensitive or you cant be bothered? i really wonder. Now that i am tired of crying, I am just going to force myself not to care about anything even though i do. I'm just gna tell myself I should start putting myself first. For the first time, i am going to be self-centred. I am starting to wonder, are the things you said really from the bottom of your heart? Or you just said it because you are supposed to? I wonder. But its okay. I am just gna live my life the way i want it to be. The way it has been planned.

broken promises.

2010-07-07T12:45:00.000+08:00

Today is my last paper. Which means im going back to normal school days. There are 5 periods of Mdm Yong's lesson on every friday! Thats total suicide la. ): haha, I'm still counting down (: 39 more days :D Why cant guys keep their promises? Is it that hard? If girls can do it why cant guys? But its alright (: I've learnt my lesson :D Its still so early lo! haha :D I just posted my status update as: " If you like this status, I will post something that i like about you on your wall." I thought it'd be fun until i realized, what if someone you dislike likes it? Can i type i like you cause you made me dislike you? ohmygosh! that would totally kill that person can! haha :D Youth sunday was great :D The praise&worship especially (Y) Love, thanks for helping think of the design for my cell's board :D love you! ♥ Went wcp after lunch& played captains' ball :D Went home after that. Being a teen is great, except the part about having restrictions on certain things :D Okay, i shall go do my stuff. omgosh, i just realised you really are gay!

Eclipse :D

2010-07-02T16:40:00.000+08:00

I went to the movies with S right after F&N paper. i think ms foo is so gna kill me la. Haha, whats the nutritive value of eggs? Eggshells have calcium was my answer. :D Anyways, eclipse was great! It was like the storybook come to life :D &TL is cute :D I love the Twilight Saga! Best series lo :D CFN tonight. But i aint going. Exams are sorta officially over, but one more phy/chem paper one. I've got cell booth decorations that's keeping me busy. I havent thought of ideas! ): haha, well yeah. Life's great for me (: &I feel like im always happy over small little things. &best, most of the time i'm happy cause i've got food. &i'm seriously addicted to chocolate milk t. i'm buying it like almost everyday. haha (: I've got some stuff do now. so yeah, bye :D

Perfect.

2010-07-01T17:04:00.000+08:00

Exams this few days. But i still feels like holidays. (: i like this feeling. I just put down the phone. But now i feel like crying. Why? I really dont know. You called back, but I feel like crying even more. Why? I just realised you are playing pool. Haha, stupid much. I've been texting you for the whole day &you dint mention anything about you going anywhere. Haha, its the same thing all over again. Wow. Nvrm, i shall be happy like i used to be (: 鼻子酸酸的感觉不好受。I haven been having this feeling for a long time. Its f&n paper tmr & i havent studied a single thing. & there is alot to study. Yet, im here blogging :D Lets hope i can pass my paper (:

Study.

2010-06-23T18:29:00.000+08:00

I am officially addicted to yoghurt as well as Chocolate milk tea. But i'm still addicted to his love (: Have been studying these few days. Monday went Mandy's house to study, went tuition. Tuesday, went kbox with M&S, thn went piano lesson. I am officially learning Grade 5 stuff ! :D Today, though i went to school in the morning but i still skipped Chem lesson. Studied till 11plus, went to M's place. I helped S take her books and bought Soft frozen yoghurt for her too. Good right. haha :D I miss my boyfriend loads la. Spent so many days with him last week but this week we cant meet up. I still have so many things that i havent studied for and exam is just 5days away. How pro can i get. I am going to start studying now again (: Bye :D

309 :D

2010-06-20T14:02:00.001+08:00

This week has been a great week but im turning into china's national treasure uh. been sleeping late, becoming a panda already ah. hahas (: but still, a very great week (: sian already la, next week back to studying. &&i'm so not gna get used to not having you ard me.. baby was so sweet this morning. he told me i'm his treasure when i said im becoming China's national treasure. haha, i guess all that sugar in chewing gum is taking effect. haha (: Gosh, my life is going back to routine soon. in less thn 24 hours, i'll have to go back to study sleep tuition and watching tv. hais. SUPER BIG SIGH AH! lets hope i dont fail prelims. Cause i've been playing most of the time. study.. hmm, rarely. but still got :D haha (: i just feel like going out now. oh yeah, im supposed to go and sleep. i watched dvds all through the night till 4am. so i'm going to have my 'prevent from becoming panda' sleep now. :D byes!

307

2010-06-18T11:34:00.000+08:00

Hey, i want my yami yoghurt! :D Went out with meow, lava and denise yesterday (: kinda long since we went out. Watched killers @ cine, bused to central & sat @ top level. Went home after that. I did something super bad ytd. heh, but ya. only afew people know (: i've got my last 3 days of freedom. let me go plan what i should do today :D bye, &oops, i havent fed the fishes. haha :D

ice-cream :D

2010-06-16T12:28:00.001+08:00

10 months &still counting (: watched karate kid yesterday, went home, &went to work(: kinda tired halfway thn that monster keep encouraging me :D thankyou big fat monster :D i love you ! haha (: bought mini magnum &went home. :D i like this holiday! (: ohya, &i like alpha pig :D haha (: so cute can! :D

Fishes.

2010-06-14T23:24:00.002+08:00

Why must fishes die? feels like i did it.

Fishes.

2010-06-14T12:18:00.002+08:00

I hate fishes now. The dead ones are worst off.

Awesome.

2010-06-14T10:05:00.000+08:00

I really like this few days :D Friday was band concert, sat stayed home to watch movies, sunday went for youth camp for a short while but wasnt really good cause i had terrible gastric pain. haha :D Someone lied to me that it was 2 am when it was only 11pm. & i so dumb go believe. haha :D & ytd i was supposed to walk left but i walked right and thought it was my left. Thn i was like, i walk left what, why like go wrong place. haha :D dumb lo. But okay la, someone was there for me :D Today i skipped first half of chinese & im still thinking if i want to go for the second half (: let me think more first (: i want watch my movies already (: oh yeah, im so looking forward to eating ice-cream :D &karate kid tmr (: I so sad can! One of the fish died & the other fish stop eating. I really want to take out the dead fish but i scared the other one jump out of the fish tank. Gosh, so troublesome. How i wish i had magical powers(: thn the fish wouldnt die(: Best :D I shall go watch my movies already :D

Again.

2010-06-10T12:14:00.002+08:00

I want today to be a happy day. &i'll make sure it is. Dont try to come ruin my mood. Now i feel like playing guitar hero!! :D

tired.

2010-06-09T15:01:00.000+08:00

I am starting to get tired of this.

自以为是

2010-06-08T14:30:00.011+08:00

until today thn i've realised the truth. i've always let things be the way it is. &after what you've said, i guess i dont even belong with you guys. Everytime i organise something it always fails. &i wont put the blame on anyone. &i just tell myself its alright. so many things have been happening. you can say that now that this thing is happening i decide to create another problem. i dont care. Think about it la. How many times have you all gone out without me? Out of these outings, how many have you included me? once, twice or thrice? Srsly, i dont care anymore. &when i try to get you all to come out. this excuse that excuse. okay, i dont care. What's a clique for? Isn't it suppose to be a group of GOOD friends? Maybe i was too slow to realise that i was nvr in the good category.
Sometimes, you should have your share of 自知之明。 So now everything is my fault. I know its my fault for making __ feel like im using you. &im really sorry. But idk how to tell__ that im sorry. I'm afraid that after i say sorry, i might do the same thing all over again and make __ feel like im using you. Sometimes i just wished that i was a person without emotions so that i wouldnt feel so horrible after hurting you, you or you. I know it when i hurt you. But do you know it when im crying my heart out? You told me i wouldnt cry so easily. But it was just because you dont know about the times that im crying. Sometimes i just feel like breaking down in public. But i've to keep it all to myself. 即使让石头越沉越深，也告诉自己是自己的错。All i always do is cry in bed and tell myself everything is fine after that. Even if its not my fault, i still let myself take the blame and all you do is 自以为自己永远都是对的。I always tell myself is i 活该。& i am trying to live with it. I want everyone to feel happy even if its wronging myself, especially towards you. but it seems like everything has really become my fault. i am really tired of ruining your mood always. But after all this, i'll be fine again & i wont feel anything anymore. Its alright. i guess. After all this, i still let things continue the way it is. I guess, im a lousy friend, lousy girlf & lousy at every other thing that you can name. But this only applies to those who are my friends.
&for those that i dont like. ___ & ___ please look into the mirror and ask yourself why i dislike you. Im not talking about looks at that. I srsly dont give a dam about how you look.
Not everything is my fault. Now its like you're nvr the one starting all the quarrels and you're the patient and tolerant one. I dont want you to say its your fault. But everytime i tell you sorry la, my fault. What do you reply? Its also nvm lah, its okay.You expect so much from me, you want me to tell you everything, but what about you?! Dont you think i expect the same thing from you too? You're upset over everything that i do. I go out you also upset. You're restricting me. I dont want to ruin our relationship by telling you all this. If you ever see this. I dont really care, Because this is what im feeling.

(:

2010-05-25T21:52:00.000+08:00

havent been updating for quite a long time. went jogging thn ate kfc. kinda dumb. haha (: nvrm la, i shall jianfei for deardear's sake (: our nine months was so fast yet so slow. haha :D nvrm, very fast it'll be one year already :D band concert is coming, so anticipating,not cause i support band but cause i'll be going with special people :D so happy ! & mummy allow me to go ley :D so happy (: k la, chinese intensive thesedays. not bad, quite slack :D

(:

2010-04-24T14:12:00.002+08:00

will things go back to the way it was before? i've learnt to know my limits and be content with what i have.

:D

2010-03-29T14:42:00.000+08:00

we must cherish each other more okay! esp i must :D haha :D
dear, i love you ley :D thankyou for always accompanying me okay :D altho we dont spend much time tgt, i hope errhem dont forget my birthday ! (: what makes a birthday special? i wonder, :D.

love you :D

2010-03-24T17:57:00.002+08:00

sometimes its a habit, sometimes it just comes naturally. but,
dear, i love you :D

:D

2010-03-13T19:27:00.002+08:00

hey you! haha :D

shawna, shihui, yanNi & siyun!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH!! :D

oh yes!3 more days :D

today = bad

2010-03-11T18:27:00.000+08:00

according to mandy, dreams of being in love are good dreams! :D:D

7th is coming!(:

surprise :D

2010-02-27T16:27:00.003+08:00

went to church this morning to help in th stars club decoration. omgosh !th skit v cute with th addition of baby! (: he th tiger lo! th outfit dam cute, thn he say like wearing stockings thn i ask, HUH bi, you wear stockings before ah! he so cute can! i mean handsome! haha :D i love you la ! thn he sat down &talked to me. he surprised me lo (: until now i cant stop smiling. i sot already lo. got him even worse ah (: he now having lion dance. have to wait for dk who, thn i reply him dont wait la, go home better (: or come my house la. haha (: k la, common test start already ley! everybody must study okay !cause i got study !!(: i want learn to be guai and reach my goals! jiayou to me okay! k la, i go do my stuff already. i love die him lahh !!:D

(L)

2010-02-24T16:59:00.001+08:00

dear, i love you alot !(:
everything about us gives me confidence (:

ooooh !(:

2010-02-17T19:05:00.000+08:00

baby, th someone else refers to the tvee !!!hahas (: today girlf told me.
"love is like ghost. many have heard of it but little has seen it"
i want to be the little !!(: haha, well ,being sensitive is good (:cause you care abt me (: k la, school was alright i guess. i wna go do my f&n already !!HOHO !&i shall end off with my v own remix lyrics!
barney is a dinosaur from our imagination
i love you you love me we are happy family
london bridge is falling down falling down
mary had a little lamb little lame little lamb
ke ren lai kan papa papa bu zai jia
the wheels on the bus go round and round
round and round round and round
the honk on the bus goes beep beep beep all day long !!
the end !nice remix right !!hoho !bye (:

happy belated valentines (:

2010-02-15T21:26:00.002+08:00

hey everyone !HAPPY LNY &happy belated valentines day !
well , i was really glad that i got to meet up with boyfriend to go church together cause we haven't been spending time tgt.. cause we aren't staying close and we're both busy with school and lion/dragon dance for him la. But still he bought me a wristlet, i liked th sincerity that was put in it (:& i like the wristlet too (: i wna get a C. necklace next (:today was abit bad la (: went red star restaurant @chinswee rd in the morning for brunch thn went to ahma house for visitation. my korkor &didi dam childish can !they keep pushing my head &messing up my hair .thn they poked me from both sides &i jumped. guess what happen .i jumped &hit my head against the wall behind lo. pain lo. &my phone decided to die on me ytd. th buttons decided not to work anymore &one by one cnt use ..now bo bian have to use my daddy's spare phone .omgosh !i suddenly have a craving for tiger beer !i tell you uh !tiger beer with pink dolphin is nice !(: hahas, i hope baby doesn't see this post if not he will ignore me lo. hahas (: actually nola, all the threatening is done by me (: i once threatened to throw him into the river thn he ask if die how? thn i say i'll give him the kiss of life &he said i watch too much cartoon ley !hahas, i tell you cartoon is NICEE okay !!!no show can be better thn cartoons (: cause you're stuck with it for life. i like fairly oddparents !its a great cartoon *whistles* haha !anyways ,im starting to dislike lion dance and dragon dance !today whole day ba zhan my boyfriend, cause me not to
be able to talk to him. stupid fake lion &dragon.im bombing baby's cousin with questions (: &questions about me (:cause he's supposed to entertain me while baby is playing with his stupid fake dragon tht cant even give him a hug ): hahas (:tmr im going visiting with clique& some other people. i hope tmr baby will be free to come down (:but i dont wna pin my hopes too high ): well k la, i wna cont
asking gerald lots of questions (: goodnight people (: shit him !he logged off !):hahas (: i shall get someone else to entertain me (: bbye !

chingay (:

2010-02-08T16:28:00.007+08:00

i've been busy with chingay these few weeks. super tiring one lo.but its still fun la (: i got to know new friends also (:
anyways, v day is coming (:&chinese new year (:& 6th month (:im super looking forward to it la (:
baby, im so super sorry about what happened yesterday &i thankyou for being thr for me altho you were upset with me.baby, thankyou fr th gift uh !

I LOVE YOU MUCHMUCH !!<3

school (:

2010-01-20T17:26:00.001+08:00

ohmygosh !b's in camp and i'm super sian ):cause no one to sms ): but its alright (: im a strong girl (:and i've got promises to fulfil anws .&i've got chingay training to attend !&school has been alright (: not too bad but one thing is tht i think im getting fatter which sucks la .nvrm ,i shall exercise more (:anws ,i gtg for chingay training alr .&i just wanted to keep my blog alive .tht's all (:bbye !(:
i found this on my friend's blog .so true (:
Things Girls Wish Guys Knew.(OMG SOME OF IT IS SO TRUE)
1. Don't think that just because you didn't tell us we are never going to find out.
2. Our friends know EVERYTHING.
3. EVERYTHING said to our friends will be told to us. Garranteed.
4. No matter what we say, we hate your ex-girlfriend.
5. We check our phones every hour to see if you have replied to our texts, then worry if you haven't.
6. The fact you might leave us for another girl keeps us up at night.
7. When we're not talking to you on MSN, we're actually waiting for you to talk to us (in a non-snobby way, we want to see if you still care enough to talk to us).
8. When we act sad, we want you to hug us.
9. Our favourite part of the MSN convo is at the end when you say good bye, because that's the part you say you love us.
10. We actually freak out on what to do during holidays like Valentines Day.
11. We don't care what our friends think of you, but we do care what your friends think of us.
12. Yes, you might be the reason we failed that Maths test.
13. We are very, very scared of scaring you away.
14. We don't care about what we talk about, just as long as we have your attention for a few minutes.
15. Of course, we do believe the crap we read in magazines.
16. We have mood swings. Get over it.
17. Everytime you're around other girls, we worry they are better than us.
18. We don't want to hear how cool your ex-girlfriend/neighbour/best gal friend is.
19. Movies like 'He's Just Not That Into You' depress us.
20. We will move mountains on our timetable if it means seeing you.
21. We compare every other guy to you, and you always come out best.
22. We hate it when you go to discos without us.
23. We hate feeling as if we are like any other girl.
24. Don't brag about other girls liking you, it just makes us insecure.
25. When we say everything is 'fine', it generally means everything is absolutely horrible and we are on the brink of falling to pieces.
26. Don't just say 'ok' when we say we don't want to talk about it.
27. If you want to know something about us, ask our best friend.
28. If you do not hug us, we will not kiss you.
29. We think you are the best guy in the world.
30. We.Will.Kill.You.If.We.See.You.Slow.Dancing.With.Another.Girl.Without.Telling.Us.
31. We really do want you to stick up for us.
32. Compliments. We love them.
33. Be on time. We will think you don't care if you're not on time at a certain place.
34. Whether you say (L) or luv or love does matter.
35. We don't care if you couldn't come on that date because of the most embarrassing reason in the world, just don't lie to us.
36. We like cuddling up to you so let us.
37. Silent Treatment + Short Answers + Not Smiling or Laughing + Evil Looks = YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG.
38. You will be classed in our 'Hate' list if you forget our birthday.
39. Do not ask what's wrong. We'll never tell you we just want you to cuddle us.
40. You need to tell us what you think of us, we don't make assumptions (apart from 'OMG HE'S GONE OFF ME HASN'T HE?!')
41. Telling us that we are pretty will mean absolute LOADS.
42. Do not make fun of us unless we are in a good mood. As insecure as girls go, we take these things very seriously.
43. If you do end up doing Number 42, you just have to hope we aren't in a bad mood.
44. Saying something sweet MIGHT get you off the hook. Doing something sweet will ALWAYS get you off the hook.
45. We never forget things. Ever.
46. We over-analyze everything.
47. We over-react to everything.
48. When we are mad at you, we aren't actually mad at you we just want you to apologize so we can start showing we like you again.
49. Please don't stand 384931491329403 feet away from us. Even if we are scary.
50. Please acknowledge that when we are online when you sign in, we probably have waited ages for you to come online so please make it worthwhile.
51. We do not care if 50 000 other guys declared their love for us if you never do it none of it matters.
52. We don't like being used.
53. We like it when you do un-expected nice things.
54. We usually don't let just any guy make us cry, so if you make us cry, damnnn you must have done something bad...
55. This is the way it works: You don't give us any attention, we dump you. It is NOT: You don't give us any attention, we chase after you. Deal with it.
56. We like it when you are protective of us. It makes us feel special.
57. Unless she is a moronic idiot, a girl who truly loves you will love you for a long, long time.
58. When we come back from a holiday and brag about how awesome it was, during the entire time there we were probably thinking about you. A lot.
59. No matter where we are or what we are doing, we really want you to hold our hand.
60. And please for the love of god shut up about how fit other girls are. You know we like you and the fact you do this despite you knowing how we feel is just evil.

first day ![:

2010-01-04T16:23:00.001+08:00

happy BELATED new year people ![:
school start already ley !ohmy !first day of school was slack to th max la !hahas (:i even had time to sleep in class !(:matthew is a seriously great partner to sit with !he wont disturb you when you sleeping one !!!(: super nicee !![: well anws, 11 more days to 5th &my pay day !!(: so excited for it [: thn i can go shopping for my clothes ,bags ,shoes ,wallet ,etc etc ![: so anticipating it lahh ![: tmr will be lesson proper ,so sian laaaaaaaaaaaa !anws ,my prepaid will have to last till thn if not i die of xiangsibing ah !!![: ohmygoodness !my school yearbook got my face BIGBIG !!shit lo ,stupid matthew keep making fun of me somemore !D: i've got so many things i wna buy !!![: &im in Chingay !!(: th dance moves are super nicee !SUPERB ![: next training is this wednesday !i want tht day to come quick quick ![:&i wna jianfei lo !i feel like im growing super duper fat already !must eat lesser &exercise more la !![: if not become elephant thn M will become a WHALE !![:
this year i've got so many things i wna achieve ![:

grow closer with daddy God ![:
shopping with sweetheart &girlf ![:
buy wallet ![:
shoes ![:
slippers !(:
bag ![:
B4 for english ![:
A1 for emaths ![:
B3 for amaths ![:
A1 for F&N !![:
not to be so evil :D
Chingay performance to be a success ![:
be sweeter to sweetheart ![:
exercise more ![:
C anklet [:

i still got alot of things lo !but must slowly think [: i wna be abit more guai this year [: @ least try to complete my homework on time &hand in [: grooming idw change !hand up homework &study hard is all im gna care about [:&buddy i'll try to make time for you k ?[: but with others also la ,thn can one stone kill dont know how many bird ![: hahas ,im gna go do my stuff already (:bbye !&lastly i love my sweetheart immeasurably much ![:but ,i love daddy GOD to th maximum laaaaaaaaaaaa!!! (: (: (: (:

2009-12-30T21:05:00.002+08:00

happy belated birthday baby (:
i just came back from neos camp (:had much much fun with th kids and th camp comm (: went aloha changi (:i love stupid dumbdumb to th max la !i think d' losing errhem soon.i was super violent towards d' this whole camp .hahas (: but still enjoyed camp (:&i learnt how to play stress (: went OCH to walk also (:first night they bought buns ,omgoodness ,it was dam big la .hahas ,its just super fun (:esp th circuit thing tht we formed .i got shocked la !played jelly madness also ,dam messy cause i kept losing .hahas (:th camp was a success overall (:next up is cell multiplication stayover (: &&&im in chingay !so super excited over it (: i hope it'll be fun (:anws ,i cant really think of anything else so ya .bye (:& buddy ,im sorry ,i really dont mean to keep disappointing you ): when school reopens i'll try to find time to have lunch with you k?buddy ,i sincerely apologise (: buddy ,do rmb to tag me if you forgive me k?(:i know you'll forgive me one (:
i just saw this note on my friend's blog (:

20things girls want guys to know (:

1.we love it when you cuddle with us.

2.a kiss on th cheek is a definite yes.

3.we want you to put your arm around us in th movies.

4.we dont care if you're th strongest guy on earth (:

5.size doesn't matter so dont tell us .

6.we dont always look our best so get over it (:

7.we shouldn't have to plan everything (:

8.we are always ready to talk so call us (:

9.we aren't perfect so deal with it (:

10. we love surprises (:

11. the little things you do mean the most (:

12. we are not always girly girls.

13. we can like boy stuff too (:

14. cursing and fighting dont impress us (:

15. dont be mean to us to get our attention (:

16. dont tell us who is hot cause we dont care (:

17. we can tell when you are not listening so listen up (:

18. when we say we are cold, tht's an invitation for you to come closer (:

19. hugs mean more sometimes (:

20. we need your advice sometimes so dont be afraid to give it to us (:

i think tht some of these is super true la (:

handmade (:

2009-12-10T17:29:00.001+08:00

4th is coming &i aint got an idea for a gift. oh nvrm (:haha ,i feel like drinking coke now !!:( im working these few days (:&im going for youth camp on sunday (:super excited over it &&&i can skip canoeing cause im working !!(: but but but !!!!im more excited for neos camp !!!cause its @ aloha changi !!!super anticipating it la (:somemore everything i got help plan one ley (:cant wait to see how it turns out to be (:i dont feel like replying smses now lo ): i got no more maid now ): everything have to do myself ): but nvrm la ,can train to be a good wife (: haha, im sure b is th most happy one lo. cause i know how to wash clothes (:but i wont wash smth for b (:haha ,evil la me (: i tell my didi to help me reply my sms lo. haha ,&he ask me can reply anything ah ?i say ya ,&he say something bad lo .he like always out to sabotage my relationship one lo. haha ,i wont be updating any time near cause im getting super bored of using blogger .so im not gna blog @ all. i like vanilla twilight by owl city !!! (:haha ,such a sweet song la (: &i feel like talking on th phone now ,but errhem isn't asking me to call ): i dont know if im sian, tired ,moodswing or what now ):i just feel like sleeping ...haha ,i was late for work today because i overslept ..got scolded lo .haha ,i cant reply/meet someone lo. i was complaining all th way to myself as i was hanging th clothes lo. haha ,nearly cried la .sometimes its good for me to get used to being jealous. but he nvr gives me th chance to .maybe i should stop being around guys for a while &maybe we wont quarrel (: i dont like it at all lo. aiyah ,its over anyways .&i've got lots of promises made to him. wtheck la ,my didi is playing with makeup !&i asked him if he's gay &he says no. thn i say he ahgua ,thn he say ya .. LOL !wtheck lo !&he's putting eyeshadow on my hand now .i wonder when he's gna grow up...&now he's playing with blush. stupid la .machiam retard .anws ,i've got nothing to type alr !!!! bbye (:

1508;2103

2009-12-06T21:47:00.001+08:00

hello !(:hahas ,parents been overseas these fews days but anws ,i still have people watching over me. but they aint so strict (:went for a movie @plaza sing with baby &bro. watched a christmas carol (:i think it sucks la ,altho baby &bro thinks tht its alright. hahas ,maybe not th kind of movie i like (:walked over to cathay (:i took neoprint with baby ley !i fulfilled my promise (:but th neoprint is super nice la ,looks super sweet lo !(:ytd went for cell (:me&baby walked under rain &ended up super wet la !hahas ,listened to some virtual barber shop thing !super creepy la. played butt wrestling with cell mates.super violent la .korkor tht bulldozer knocked 3 people out in one shot lo.went for dinner with them &went home.met baby @cck this morning to go church. i was super late lo.asked minli smth &she told me its my fault .&i apologised to baby (:but im really sorry lo. it was so immature of me to have done tht la...should have thot of my status first.anws ,i know im not suppose to repeat th same mistake again &i wont (:baby sent me back to cck today after youth camp comm meeting. accompanied baby @lotone mac for lunch before going home (:he's always so sweet to me la ,even tho he has to travel like dam long to get to cck but he still dont mind th trouble (:so sweet of him (:its 9more days to our 4months &im super happy bcause my record broken alr &i wna last with him (:altho we did quarrel like once or twice but our relationship is still sweet (:i hope this honeymoon period nvr ends so tht we can always be so sweet (:&yes ,i love my baby very very much (:im going for youth camp starting next sunday &im super excited about it (:baby has been a super great boyf even tho sometimes his tendency to get jealous does get on my nerves a lil but i still love him nevertheless (:thr's neos camp from 27th to 29th dec (:im super looking forward to it too !i know its gna be super cool &thr'll be lotsa fun (:anws ,i guess im gna stop here bcause if i were to cont. i'll just be typing everything about baby& i dont want tht to happen bcause th sweetest things are for me to know& rmb (: im tired alr &im gna end off here (:bbye people (:

its true, tht i love you.

2009-11-25T19:01:00.001+08:00

im playing fishville on facebook la. super lame but i've got nothing to do !!hahas (: im not used to staying @home for even half a day lo. so super sian can. &im getting fatter la. i think i shouldnt eat anymore right ?hahas (:whole day stay home without doing anything also dont need energy. i shall try not to eat tht much but im always hungry. &im getting more and more addicted to chocolate ):hahas (:& i dont have anymore chocolate @ home.i shall buy more tmr (:hahas (:i think my mood's going haywire. haven been feeling so good la. been swearing alot lately. i've to change tht part of me. baby also suffered bcause of me ):i still feel bad about it la. everytime i bad mood thn i pull his mood down also. &now he's sick ): &i cant be thr for him.anws ,i gtg. bye (: my ear super painful now la. i'll try to edit tmr (: cause my mum's back (:hahas ,&im going to get my lollipops with my parents (: &lastly ,i miss baby la (:hahas (: bbye (:i'll try to edit if i've th time (: ohya ,i've got to stop talking so much about him (:

its hard not to love you deeper.

2009-11-24T21:09:00.002+08:00

baby is sick ): but he's still as sweet as ever. i wanted to text him a prayer but my memory full ,end up my 4 pages long prayer got deleted. nvrm, cn type again. i miss handsome super lots now la. how i wish he can get well immediately.baby's mama and ahma say cnt eat rice when sick, not even porridge ,so cute hor?hahas ,just like baby la. daddy's jealous cause i miss baby more thn i miss him. hahas (:so childish la. anws ,i found this test test thing &baby is almost everything.

i was bloghopping when i saw this la.

'every girl needs a man.'

th kind that will treat you right.

the kind tht has enough respect for you and is willing to change just to be with you.(:

the kind tht searches for you with all his heart and tht can be trusted in a room full of beautiful girls.(:

every girl needs a man who wont cheat on her because he knows she's got all tht he wants and needs alr.(:

he wont mind calling you early in th morning just to say good morning or late at night to say nights.(:

maybe even sing you a good morning song and tell you a bedtime story or talk to you until you fall asleep.(:

this guy will be th kind tht'll do anything fr you,even if its to just go to th store to buy your favourite candy (:

he would defend and fight for you and wouldn't bail on you for his friends when you need him most (:

th kind tht wont leave you lonely and wondering (:

the kind tht calls you surprisingly even when he's out with his friends, just to tell you tht he loves and misses you alot.(:

th kind tht isn't afraid to smile to his friends everytime you're around and tell them ,"she's th one"(:

th kind tht appreciates you for th things you do for him ,even if they're little (:

th ones tht actually thankyou for th little love notes you leave him (:

th kind tht waits for you when you're falling behind and opens th doors for you.(:

every girl needs a man who will take you out on dates once in awhile&buys you flowers just cause its a wed (:

th kind of guy tht notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him.(:

he would remind you tht he loves you& tht he's happy to be with you, just in case you forget.(:

th kind tht doesn't just want kisses&hugs but to actually be loved and to love.(:

th kind tht will call you beautiful instead of hot, kisses your forehead when you're down,(:

th kind tht tells you to be strong and not to cry,&when you do cry, he'll lend you his shoulder &comfort you.(:

th kind tht'ss go through thick and thin with and for you.(:

th kind tht loves you for who you are &not for who you're not.(:

&loves you because you're his favourite girl in th whole wide world.(:

baby ,if you ever see this ,i just want you to know i love you lots (:& i know you'll see this eventually lo.

2009-11-15T20:38:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 3RD MONTH BABY !(:

4more days !(:

2009-11-11T17:36:00.000+08:00

im bored now &imy !(: hahas (:i wna sleep !but i cant ): B is in Genting.hope you're enjoying !(: 3rd is coming &i aint got a single idea for a gift. ): i got not enough time to save money, i cant find a job, thr's nth to do on comp&i've got no whr to go. super sian la !im yawning *yawns*. gahh ,my holidays are kinda fully packed alr. except for th december hols. i wna have a christmas party! im gna invite ppl over to my house to EAT !!!!talking about eating ,i think im getting fatter ): nvrm ,my comp is lagging too !i've got lessons tmr as usual. how i wish lessons could end tday, thn i cn sleep all i want !(:i wna top up my prepaid also !!!i've got phone but its of no use ): no money in my phone .i wonder wtf is my phone for. people cant even call me. it would be a miracle if they cn even call through. after my headstart program, im gna get people to go down to youth lounge to play pool !!!&i wna go bowling again !ohya ,ytd i went bowling with jerica,donavan, kelvin, christa, chuanri ,kw,shihui, xy&mandy !(:i striked once &lost interest@ th last part of th game. end up all gutter ball.LOL !sang a birthday song for donavan too (:kw said smth VERY interesting !(:hahas (:B just smsed me ,but i cant reply ):): i missed you la ,silly !hahas (:anw ,went mandy's house after tht. her house super big la !!!i like it lo !(:hahas ,went home after tht. skipped dinner &went to bed.(: went to school this morning. nothing much to elaborate on anyways .hahas (:idk what else to comt. so i shall just stop here (:bbye !(:

i need a job!

2009-11-05T18:16:00.001+08:00

hello hello !(:
im super bored now (:i am going to do my chinese later .im playing fb now. super lame ,but to pass my time ...hahas (: im super sian la ): my prepaid no money ): i want a bagpack ,small bag ,couple wristlet, a pair of slippers &money to buy stuff for other peepos birthday ): mummy talked to me ytd. she asked if im still gna be with ivan. i told her i'll answer her after my 'o' levels but obviously th answer tht i would give is yes right? why not? he's serious about me ,he's handsome ,he's willing to learn &improve ,i've got so much to list about him la. but for now ,im gna study &think about him @th same time. anws ,i shall try and stop to talk about ivan tht much. i want @least an A2 for my chinese o level !(:&i need a job !please do tag me if you have a job available for a 15year old on weekdays .thankyou (: 10 more days to 3rd(:im super happy (:but i haven prepared b's present.(: im super sian now !have been going to school these few days ...all th way till 17nov thn no school. hope i got job by thn if not i gna be super broke la ):i rly want my prepaid topup &my smallbag !!!(:
i gtg alr ...cause i've got nothing more to type ,so bbye !(:
do tag me if you've any job available alright !!thankyou (:

hello !(:

2009-11-01T08:30:00.001+08:00

i've decided to remove all my other posts and just post one on my blog !(:
firstly ,now im super duper happy! y'knw why ?cause SLC got th award for project accolade !!!!(:
secondly, im bored! so i've decided to blog (:
hahas ,well now i've got all th plans for my holidays alr (: now i'll be busy preparing for chinese 'o' level on 10 november (:which is in 9 days (:for this ,i need to attain my A2 @least .but A1 would be th best (:
next up is after my 'o' levels ,when i'll still have my headstart program ,i'll be starting work (:im gna give piano tcher's son tuition for maths &chinese &also im gna work as a waitress @somewhr (:hahas (:i wna chiong &earn as much as i can (:thn i cn pay for my own expenses for a short period of time (: and also class chalet is coming ,youth camp is also coming .&it all requires money. okayy ,tht's all for my plans now. all these plans are enough to keep me busy for th rest of my holidays .now i'll have to concentrate on chinese first .ohya ,&one more v good news for me .mdmyong took my set E &dint return me.& now im left with nothing to do ...hahs (: well one less homework ,isn't tht good ?i dont think so .hahas (:i need to be in church by 9am today ): &my parents aint home yet ...now im very restricted ,cause my parents found out th i've got a boyf &doesn't trust me. LOL ,they say im too young to have a boyf. come on people nowadays ,give me some response about this (:hahas (:they're back & i gtg .bbye (:
/edit.
im back from church &im super upset .not in a good mood for anyone to come bother me. went for preschool duty. after duty my mum came to 'fetch' me .just cause she wanted to keep me away from seeing ivan. she doesn't understand th prob. she keeps telling me both of us being tgt will affect my studies. think about it la.
which will affect my studies more ?
A. im allowed to be with ivan.
B. im forced to be away from ivan.
obviously B right .but my parents dont seem to ask themselves this question. my friend's mum rather let her daughter go out with her boyf then let her become rebellious and hate her lo. anw, i rly miss him ): really ,i mean it. i want us to be able to go through this trial. but im afraid feelings of either of us may fade. its th thing tht i dread most. &im fucking pissed &upset now. gahh, no matter how many award we win @project accolade wont be able to appease me now ):

pathetic.

2009-10-28T19:44:00.000+08:00

i got whacked by my parents on sunday just cause i've got a boyf and we got physical. shameless is th word i guess .hahas (:dont get me wrong by th physical .im still pure .hahas (:anw ,chionging for chinese 'o' levels currently .intensive all th way till 9november .thn 10nov will be chinese Os. im planning to work at yoshinoya after 'o's. running low on money alr .hahas (:i gtg ,will update some other time .bbye (:

nothing makes sense.

2009-10-14T15:05:00.000+08:00

i've been really guai these days !(:i've been studying (: hahas ,i'm aiming for my 2 As thn i can change my prepaid to line ,hopefully !(: hahas (: everybody's telling me its cheaper lo ,so i want a line !(:hahas ,anw ,its down with emaths paper2 , amaths and f&n paper (:hahas ,hopefully i do well for f&n !i want an A for tht !(: hahas ,anw i think im crazy alr .hahas ,lots of people have been scolding me siao .especially when im studying .anw ,i gtg alr la (:hahas ,tmr is special (:

Love is made perfect through God !(:

2009-10-08T18:18:00.000+08:00

im not in a very good mood now .my prepaid is low which means i cant sms !):super upset .i think plan is more worth it lo .unlike prepaid .nvrm ,haven been updating these few days .im bored and so here i am .its th exam period and i really need to study .i feel like im on the verge of failing everything .and i think im getting fatter which isn't a very good thing either .so there's no good news for me at all .hahas ,anw ,the bible says ,Love is made PERFECT through God ,and i believe in it .Love perfect for us !(:

bye !

18 !(:

2009-09-27T20:38:00.002+08:00

hello !(:haha ,can guess why im here ?cause im bored !(:hahas (:i went church today ,highpoint sunday !(:haha ,i keep thinking today is first sunday of th month lo .hahas (:weird ,but nvrm .ytd i went tuition thn went cell thn went limbang for dinner &limbang park to walk around .hahas (:nth much la ,for th mid-autumn fest .haha ,ivan &clement &minli &melvyn went .hahas ,so funny lo ,they like no childhood&they also too free la .haha ,@least bring them to something meaningful btr thn they go walk ard ma.hahas ,so just asked them along .met with jerica &clique ,walked ard for awhile .i recognised jerica first ,you know why ?!cause she was saying anehasayo(?) haha ,saw duncan .say he dint call me ,thn pengguang say he my senior thn i dint call him .thn ,wa !ivan look dam fierce ,bodoh .machiam wna scold pengguang alr ,scary .haha ,one CAB .haha ,clement also say same thing lo .thn they say hello to each other .haha,dam funny lo th change .haha (:went home after tht .reached home @10plus .bathed &went to sleep .had lots of dream &i woke up @5am plus just to realise tht im talking to myself .dam retarded .haha fell asleep again &woke up @8plus .bathed &went to church .stayed after church .puppet prac started @12.50pm .till 2plus ,or 1plus la .haha ,went to play pool .thn went main hall to see th band prac .asked aunty guna if there was anything to help in .went to help&do th props @kidszone .started taking pics with lava&kessler .haha ,took quite alot .i gave up on taking pics &went to youth lounge to play pool with clement .I OWNED HIM for once ley !haha ,all by myself ley !haha ,so proud of myself .after tht lose alr lo .haha (:went to main hall .see th kids dance thn asked julia to show us th steps &i followed .i realised th girls @ th back weren't tht enthu so i joined them .made me seem like xmm .today alot of people say i look like xmm lo ,cause i wore th pinafore &a carebear shirt ... hahas (:nvrm i look young .haha (:i thought i looked pregnant thn they say no ,you look v cute which means like little girl ...LOL ,haha ,nvrm .anw ,played another game of pool with clement .wlau ,he win me again .at th busstop ivan&clement&julia&nicolle&lava.i bused back to cck .&came home .reached ard 5plus .ohya ,tmr no school ley !hahas (:but still got piano lesson .nvrm ,btr thn after school rush to piano .haha ,im planning to study whole day tmr !(:first time ley .i've been revising ok !haha ,EOY is starting this friday... fast right ,so all you people out thr btr start studying hard ah !adam &yt ,study hard ah ,idw you guys to kena retained hor !&adam ,i'll slap you if you retain ah .&ivan work hard towards your 3express k ?(:i know you cn do it one (:God bless you people !bye (:

iloveyou !

2009-09-26T14:00:00.000+08:00

haha ,im bored now .so here to update again .these few days i've been quite high ,keep laughing to myself .hahah (:anw ,im going for tuition soon .thn cell &going to mid-autumn fest .i asked melvyn to go .i know melvyn confirm will go but th rest idk .im planning to ask minli too !(:haha ,meeting jer &th rest .haha (:im gna play with fire tonight !(:haha ,my mum asked me if my friends can come &help me paint th house .&th first person tht my mum asked ,was .......ivan .LOL ,i think my mum like ivan alot lo .haha (:but he aint a bad guy either .he's good in studies ,except chinese &quite guai la .haha (:very helpful also .haha (:bye ,i gtg .

maths (:

2009-09-24T20:16:00.000+08:00

im bored .haha (:tmr got emaths mock paper2 ley !haha ,&i got study hor !haha !(:i've been abit sot these 2days .haha !dont ask why i also dk .haha ,maybe cause i miss you too much.haha ,you know you ?!haha ,you lo !girlf hor !(:haha (:bye (:

awful ):

2009-09-23T19:00:00.002+08:00

i miss you ley !haha ,you know who's th you?! you lo !haha ,im feeling unwell now @th same time im super bored !im tired of facebook alr .can anybody intro any other stuff for me to do ?!im gna die of boredom soon !haha ,i've been doing my homework lately !i wna study alr ley !haha ,anw .
sunday went church &went lunch with hon,yanling ,ivan etcetc . &valentino (cool name right ?!),vanessa &vivian(?) .monday ivan&co came over to my house to study .haha ,i rly did study ok !they studied too (:i taught ivan chinese ley !haha ,had lunch &went to play bball .melvyn left &i started shooting ball .i cant aim .haha ,went to playground after tht .played swing ,first time i not scared swing ley .haha ,went home after tht. ivan's friend played chess with clement .ivan played tictactoe with me .haha ,keep drawing lo !they went home ,mummy daddy brought us out to dinner .tuesday ,school ,today also school ,tmr also school tmr tmr also school .today ms yong flicked my ear !pain ,but i kept laughing till face red thn i told jerica smth .Jerica ,you know hor ?!haha (:i went ard asking people to rate me form 1to10 .haha ,amirul gave me 7.LOL ,i started flicking people's ear before chem .i hold jr nose thn he nearly cry ley ,so scary !haha ,i asked him if drinking milk in th mrt train will cause an explosion cause calcium will explode when reacted with steam/water (?)hahas ,he rly go ask tcher &kena scolded stupid !dam funny la !couldn't stop laughing .went home straight .i finished my english homework ley .haha ,now idk how to cont typing alr .so i gna stop here .bye .

tired.

2009-09-20T07:42:00.000+08:00

hello everyone :) haven been updating this week so i decided to log in &type some stuff .hahas (:i've been busying myself with studying &jogging &most importantly my quiet time (:anw ,except saturdays&sundays i will relax la (:hahas ,went cell ytd .left @ard 8plus .came home with melvyn .Melvyn dam crap one lo !hahas ,both of us purposely disturb one person lo .keep smsing him i fly home .hahas ,pakat one .dam funny .hahas (:nvrm ,gna go church later (:today's sermon is about tattoo piercing nf shorts &skinny jeans can anot .hahas ,pastornick went to pierce his ear just for tht.@ first see is he dam gay ,now still okay la .but i dont think kaixin like lo .hahas (:anw ,i got nothing to cont.alr (:bye (:God bless you (:

shopping (:

2009-09-13T22:01:00.000+08:00

i just did some shopping down @bugis &im super satisfied (:anw ,im going to go sleep &prepare myself for school (:sad ,but its just 1 more day to first (:so happy (:but cant meet ...cause my school's ending @4pm !LOL, okay ,bye (:

fail .

2009-09-10T07:36:00.000+08:00

ytd went to babysit as usual .mel cried before i reach thinking tht i wouldn't be going at all .taught mandy and mel to bake cookies ,but abit fail la .mel told me its egg yoghurt .kinda disgusting ,soft soft one .haha ,most of it was burnt .so threw away quite a fair bit .brought mandy and mel downstairs to play .went back up and i went home .sian ,i told them i might be bringing choc cake today if i dont bring they'll be super disappointed and i dont have enough money to buy one for them ..so how ?!haha ,i'll figure out a way (:bye (:

fun (:

2009-09-08T07:47:00.000+08:00

yesterday was not a bad day !(:
morning went for maths extra lesson ,dam fun .i sudd had th interest and keep faster finish all th sums .haha ,mdm mah keep telling me good good ,im so proud of myself !(:haha ,after maths rushed to lot .bought some stuff &train-ed down to tampines .reached mrslim's house @ard 2.35pm .haha ,saw mandy and mel .they did their work .mel was v guai ,v disciplined .she told mandy to do her work .they finished and as we walked out of th room mel swing th baby thing and th metal hit my head .pain sial .haha ,but i still forgave her .she played audi while mandy just kept walking ard .v cute ,i teach her how to play chopsticks but she dint understand .haha ,asked her if she wanted to draw and she went to draw .she learnt how to write th letter E ytd (:planning to do something fun for them today .but idk what ley .planning to get them to colour something i drew .haha ,left @6.15pm .walked to mrt .i tell you uh ,tampines VERY fun to explore ley !haha ,mrslim offered to fetch me thr ,i thought aiyah ,can la ,i know how walk alr so rejected her offer .end up i walked away from th mrt instead of towards .i keep thinking eh ,like something wrong ley .haha ,i cont. walking thn got some market tht i nvr see before .thn i saw 2malay guy thn i went to ask them for directions only to find out i was walking parallel to th mrt station instead of towards th station .LOL !they told me to turn and walk all th way straight .they v friendly ley .haha (:after tht i asked another 2 more people .finally reached mrt station .trained back to cck ,bought peach red t and daddy fetched me to tuition .came home from tuition ,bathed ,ate dinner and watched tv .slept @12.01am .tried my best to stayup to accompany gf who was staying up by smsing .woke up @5.08am just to reply gf also ,thn now gf go sleep .i so good right ?!haha ,nvrm ,got to go prepare .need to reach school by 9am for lesson (:bye !(:

songs of songs !

2009-09-06T18:52:00.000+08:00

i haven been updating much .dont rmb anything much about th days tht i haven been posting .im just here to do a short update to keep it abit more alive .friday had IC registration .haha ,went home after tht .ytd had HSK exam in th morning and went for yu guang zhong talk in th afternoon ,abit boring in th beginning ,nearly fell asleep .thn i realised JR alr sleep .haha ,jerica missed call him thn he woke up .he went back to sleep &i smsed him .haha ,paid attention to th talk .he was saying something and i heard asshole ,told mandy about it .kept laughing la .haha ,handsome smsed me a joke and i asked mandy about it .i forgot th answer .answer dam funny ,kept laughing with mandy .haha ,like keesiao lo .haha ,went back school ,waited for daddy to fetch me home to change ,thn went wcp to play frisbee with cell .left around 8plus ,went to some hawker centre behind west coast plaza to eat dinner .went home at ard 9plus .reached home @10pm ,bathed watched tv and went to sleep .met gerald this morning to go church .played pool for awhile, did other stuff .gerald say somebody's face bian bian one .haha, funny .did ushering ,service started ,sat down listened .talk about different idols ,dome part v funny .pastornick act cute la .haha ,th tea interested in gerald siol .haha ,pay attention la ,muacks .LOL ,dam funny .haha ,kept disturbing him about it after service .went youth lounge ,talked to pastornick after tht ,came home .tmr going to work !(:first time trying th job ,hope i'll do it well (:haha .bye ,nothing to cont. alr (:

movie !

2009-09-01T09:25:00.000+08:00

im going to watch movie !my mum told me a joke .dam funny !hahah (:jerica know one !hor jer !hahah (:bye !(:

no mood.

2009-08-31T17:52:00.000+08:00

darling &girlf came to my house ytd .baked cookies and stuff .major thing took place .tcher's day today .Matthew's team super handsome today lor !haha (:went lot ,thn met adam went back primary school .came home .decided to finish baking th remaining cookies .i'm still in th midst of baking .im gna go back to baking after i finish this post .i sudd feel like crying ,idk why .anw ,im gna go watch movie tmr with jerica .btw ,i hate irresponsible people tht are supposed to turn up for an event but they dont in th end .so whats th point in saying tht you'll turn up ?!

2009-08-28T17:19:00.000+08:00

hello ,update(: haha ,im heading for tuition soon. feeling abit sad now. altho its just 28more hours. but im going crazy. bye. PC tmr. looking forward to it alot.

imy !

2009-08-26T21:06:00.000+08:00

im back to update again (:haha, got back most of th results alr .im most satisfied with english (:15/25 (:followed by chemistry ,48.5/60 (:thn chinese letter-writing ,13/20 (:th rest i forgot .hahah (:oh ya ,failed physics &socialstudies ,as expected .hahah (:i dont know what else to type ,so i shall stop here (:im going PC is saturday (:thn i'll go for cell &go back PC again (:im anticipating this saturday (:but 2 more days to sat ):its gna be a long 2days .bye (:

2009-08-23T22:22:00.000+08:00

havent been updating recently (:so here's one bfr i sleep (:
common test is finnaly over (:dam happy (:went church this morning ,did backup fr chinese service .went youth service after tht .cried ,hahah (:b,ml &c knows why (:i think (:hahah (:anw ,lunch-d after tht (:played pool &went to pick jerica ,matt ,jr ,wx &donavan up to go youth lounge .played frisbee for awhile &thn played captain's ball .my team owned them la !hahah (:but mostly cause my team got tall people like hon !hahah (:abit unfair but idc !hahah (:we still won .went back youth lounge .i played nerve gun .shot jer ,don &matt .hahah (:jer used nerve gun &whacked my face .pain la ,but i still FORGIVE HER (:hahah (:jer ,see i so fogiving right ?!hahah (:went lot .felt hungry ate abit of stuff &came home (:next sunday going wcp !(:confirm gna play frisbee alr !no last minute change of plans again (:hahah (:sorry ah matt .dint do it on purpose (:hahah (:i gtg sleep alr ,dam tired (:bye (:

7days (:

2009-08-22T12:14:00.002+08:00

gahh ,im going crazy !you know what time i woke up this morning &cause of what ?!i woke up @5.43am &cause i was "trying' to memorise socialstudies stuff by sleeptalking !CT over alr ,im still dreaming of memorising socialstudies ,WTH lor !anw ,ytd something very major happened !my bag &fav polo t is missing !darling ,girlf ,bi &xy knows why .i was super pissed la !aiya ,shan't talk about it anymore !i gtg !

CT !

2009-08-18T18:42:00.004+08:00

CT !
~~Chinese~~
~~English~~
~~Amaths~~
~~Emaths~~
~~science(chemistry)~~
~~science(physics)~~
~~F&N~~
~~Social Studies~~
~~Geography~~

2papers down alr (:6more papers (:
well ,chinese was alright (:but ss confirm die (:cause i only wrote one paragraph for section B &what i wrote was totally irrelevant la !hahah (:anw ,its alright (:hahah (:
i got to go eat my dinner alr ,im gna hungry die soon (:hahah (:bye (:

i trust you (:

2009-08-16T17:17:00.003+08:00

im tired (:i had a really weird dream this morning (:hahah (:a scary one .i told baichi& clement about it .hahah (:anw ,yesterday i went for cell .but i went earlier to study &play pool .i studied &played pool .did worship i purposely played th ABC song and made all of them sing (:ivan brought his friends along (:not bad la ,tam liked reading the bible .went for dinner with cell .shared popaih& rojak with helene .we only ate 2 pieces of popaih &a few mouths of rojak plus drink thn super full .we asked zijun to finish the rojak .but he dint eat .my daddy came to fetch me after tht (:came home ,bathed thn watched boys over flowers .i like th show la (:went to sleep after that .this morning woke up and sleep till ard 8.30am ,bathed ,breakf-ed &went to church .stayed after church to play pool &study again (:hahah (:i = Qover T is what i've learnt (:hahah (:mrt-ed back to cck .saw gan daddy @basketball court .said hello to him &came back home (:now im going to bath alr (:hahah (:thn i'll go sleep (:bye (:

btw ,thanks leon for teaching me those stuff (:thanks &sorry (:

pinned up fringe (:

2009-08-15T10:42:00.005+08:00

im going youth lounge to study ltr !!!!(:(:(:i hope i'll be able too concentrate on my studies instead of getting tempted by tht fun-licious pool table !hahah (:i went downstairs cause i wanted to jog .you know what happened when i went under the sky ?!it was drizzling .i wanted to jog very much !nvrm ,i shall go have breakf as an alternative (:im gna hungry die soon !hahah (:sad ,my prepaid is low .cant sms anymore !geez ,i miss him !(:yesterday seemed special (:but i hope today will be th most special day (:ahma's birthday is this sunday .idk what to get for her .mummy's birthday is next thursday .i've got something in mind but i dont have the money to get it .anw ,i'll decide when tht day closes in .baichi is gna bring his friends today (:i hope they're friendly (:cause they seem so through the phone (:im tempted to eat chocolates &ice-cream now !hahah (:
~~why is tht im red everytime i talk on th phone ?i want to see you so badly .but i just dont want you to come .what's wrong with me?!~~ i took less than a day to fall in, and now im wondering if im doing it right .i dont want history to repeat itself .i want us to be special ,i dont want us to be the same as others .neither do i want us to be like my past .i want you to be my present and my future .but do you truly want that ?im having doubts .i prayed each day that we'll be able to last long and we'll know how to handle this relationship tgt .but will it workout ?Lord ,you have the answers .I'm learning to trust God &you (:

you're a bitch too .

2009-08-14T14:45:00.005+08:00

i had a thought of going to school at ard 10 but i couldnt sleep anymore .so i met clique 10mins ltr thn appointed time .first period was Chinese .Dint do anything much .i guess i wasnt thinking of chinese .after tht was SS ,had a test .i dint study .i wrote down all tht i could rmb .i drew a picture &added a dialogue .took a nap till the test ended .Recess ,i found out tht xinyi's fan BROKE DOWN !hahah (:still got smth else la ,but i shant say .i think xy will kill me .saw smth funny on th way back to class. Maths lesson ,dint do anything much .HCL ,did letter writing corrections .today i came straight home ley !so guai right ?first time in this whole year .hahah (:got reason one .its a secret .anw ,i've to go prepare worship slides for tmr (:bye (:

i miss you alot alot !

trusting me&you

2009-08-13T16:12:00.008+08:00

TODAY JERICA VERY GOOD!(:she see i ytd sad sad ,thn she today buy chocolate give me (:nothing much to talk about today .i've been abit noisier &active thn ytd .but i cant seem to truly cheer up. guess i've done too many bad things.

D ,i'm sorry for hurting you so badly .

i know sorry cant cure anything .

but i'm still sorry .

i cant seem to cont. facing you .

its hard ,to not rmb how i've hurt you .

idk what's happening now .

i'm trying to move on .

i dint say those stuff on purpose .

we seemed to be good friends ..

but know i cant find th courage to face you .

I ,holding on to it dearly .i'm afraid .

but i've chosen to trust you .

idk how ,but i know im falling deeper .

im not sure about you ,but i want this to last forever .

idk how long it'll last .

i hope all tht im wishing for will come true ..

2009-08-11T18:40:00.003+08:00

cute hor ?!

(i typed first,but it appeared ltr )hahha (:gahh !i just looked into facebook &saw alot of my UNGLAM PHOTOS !!!gahh !nvrm ,i show you me with my head down while playing slapjack &super cute clement !!!

gahh ,going crazy soon !

2009-08-11T17:54:00.008+08:00

i just reached home (:i bought a striped dress !i like th cutting but th dress abit too formal .hahah (:LOL ,had PE today .played 3 rounds of ultimate frisbee .first round my team won ,6 is to 2or 3, i cant remember .2nd round my team lost .3rd round combined with Jerica's team ,we won 6 is to 3 (:had f&n after tht .only did a worksheet for revision on fruits (:recess ,suddenly felt like drinking chrysantemum t ,so i bought (:english ,did report writing ,physics ,talked,made CR kneel &say sorry 10times to girlf (EVIL ME ) &fell asleep .woke up ,went for chinese lesson ,matthew say my face red .thn i say i see th table thn i shy .LOL ,hahah (:break ,went canteen with Jerica &girlf .i bought strawberry yoghurt to try .abit sour abit sweet (:not bad (:today girlf sot one lor !say CR handsome !i think her eye degree not match with her specs so keep seeing wrong things !hahah (:maths ,i paid attention ley !cause i alr know how to do (:hahah (:LOL ,did test .went limbang with jerica to find xinyi &co .i bought green apple milk t ,also abit sweet abit sour .not bad la ,but i think stick with peach milk/red t btr (:walked with jerica to lotone .went to buy stuff for mummy ,met her &went to walk ard .i bought a dress .thn came home .

i dont know if this is real .

2009-08-10T21:07:00.004+08:00

im awake now (:but gna go back sleep again ltr (:hahah (:went st john island ytd with lotsa people (:54 people (:morning went aljunied mrt &met up with ivan ,clement ,gerald ,helene etc .walked to highpoint ,service started ,ended ,played basketball .went to buy stuff ,thn mrt-d to marina .took a boat to st john .settled down ,played games ate dinner thn went to walk ard .helene super cute ,keep kena scare by me &my brother ,cute la .thn keep running to my side (:walked awhile &went to sit by th rocks ,super windy (:super strong wind (:nice nice (:went back to bunk ,played slapjack with minli&co .my deck of cards kept increasing la !hahah (:cause i was abit slow .LOL ,went to sleep at ard 1am .woke up @6plus .slept again ,went to help didi cover blanket .put toothpaste on marcus' face ,he woke up la .thn i kena also ,hahah (:LOL ,brushed teeth .didi woke up &asked who was th white figure tht helped him cover blanket .LOL la ,i look like ghost meh ?!anw ,heard from helene tht didi TALKED TO HIMSELF !hahah (:LOL ,packed up &went to beach .i forgot all about my HANDPHONE !went back to get it ,found it &went to play frisbee .took th ferry &came back .slept on th boat again (:anw ,i gtg .bye (:psst ,clement had a 'secret' of mine (:
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I SAW FIREWORKS TOO LEY !
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arms that secure (:

2009-08-09T07:17:00.002+08:00

im currently awake &waiting for 7.30am to come before i go for a bath &leave my house (:i dint sleep well :(woke up @1.22am this morning .listened music ,went toliet ,roll here roll thr ,sms-d, but still couldnt sleep .finally fell asleep @3.30/4am .i guess a was just nervous about today's trip to st john island for a stayover (:anw ,yesterday went for cell .
met I&C @clementi station &bused to tradehub (:pastornick helped us open th door (:stupid pastornick keep suan me &keep saying wna bring frankie zheng xiao qiang &scare me ,I SCARED UH !played pool &surprisingly ,i shot in three balls consecutively ley !first time (:talked for awhile &celebrated junyan's birthday (:HAPPY BIRTHDAY KORKOR (:LOVE YOU UH !:)prayed for singapore etc etc (:bused to clementi with J ,I,C,YL&M .bought peach red t !:)stupid I wna pawn me away !he say maybe got 1million ,you know what i told him ?!i said ,im not worth anything because i was made due to an egg &a sperm so not worth money one .&he asked me to repeat tht THREE times before he could understand !near to hawker centre ,i took out my phone&realised daddy had called him 13times .left &waited for daddy @taxi stand .reached home ,ate dinner ,bathed ,packed my bag for today ,&went to sleep .woke up @1.30am etc etc .now im done with my post so im going t go bath !im not gna be back till monday morning/afternoon .i hope i get to go nightwalk today (:anw ,BYE PEEPS (:God bless (:

as if you're not one yourself .

2009-08-08T09:59:00.002+08:00

ytd was national day celebration .woke up @4am .just to meet k,m,d&J @lot .reahed school @6am .had leaders' day ,stood at th parade square for like 45mins just to wait for th ceremony to start .took some photos &went back to class to help with decoration .dismissed alr .me ,j,s,xy ,d,k,m,jr,yj,a,lt went to lot .sorry if i missed out any names (:had lunch ,&took LRT to bukitpanjang cc .played badminton (:JR ,smacked my ear using th badminton racket ,ouch ,dam pain la .but after a while okay alr (:after tht walked &kicked th chair ,toe pain .&play halfway nearly bang into pole .bukitpanjang definitely got feud with me lor .hahah (:went home ,went jogging &bathed &went for tuition .wrote rubbish on my paper .hahah (:cause i was super sleepy .went uncle house .slept on his sofa .hahah (:9plus wake up &went back to sleep on th car .reached home slept till this morning .went jogging ,smsed ,watched tv &now im going out alr (:bye (:

hello !

2009-08-04T22:17:00.003+08:00

hahah (:i just finished my tuition (:super happy cause i finally understand at least one chapter of physics .hahah (:LOL .anw ,
today had PE ,played frisbee .me ,jerica ,shirlynn &vivien got moved to another group cause we were th only ones tht were pro to play ,LOL .hahah (:
f&n after tht ,cooked mifen .hahah (:i think only mine got taste (:hahah (:
LOL ,recess went to buy milo &went back class eat mifen (:
English ,talked about stuff tht J,S&K knows (:hahah (:
Physics ,slept for 20plus mins &replied sms from him (:hahah (:LOL !
Chinese lesson ,went through newspaper .
break ,i finally ate lunch in school ley !hahah (:
Maths lesson ,i PAID ATTENTION LEY !well ,i earned apoint for myself by participating &sharing with everyone my wonderful answer (:had maths test .
Physics IP ,did questions .mrguay brought JELLY for us AGAIN !so nice of him (:
went home after tht (:
Well ,girlf told me her BIG BIG SECRET !hahah (:well ,dont ask what is it .cause its confidential .&hor ,today i've been a total idiot .i've been smiling to myself th whole day !i sot alr ,all cause of him la !

hungry ):

2009-08-03T18:36:00.001+08:00

im going to eat dinner soon (:

anw ,today nothing much to say except lotsa stuff for me to be thinking about ,you ,you &you and also this ,this &that .Alot hor ?!okay la ,i go eat my dinner alr !bye (:

hello !:)

2009-08-03T14:34:00.002+08:00

im in IT lesson now (:hahah (:LOL ,need to draw manga .LOL ,im drawing eyebrows but i dont know how to draw .hahah (:anw ,ytd i changed th blogskin of youth blog (:finally ,i think its abit messed up (:well ,anw .hahah (:i wonder if i should let my heart take over ..hahah (:LOL ,anw ,i'm struggling with it .hahah (:its a good thing .i thought i lost my feelings all over again .hahah (:now i know ,but its gna be a tough thing (:hahah (:you wouldnt understand .i dont want you to understand either (:hahah (:im drawing sad faces (: im going to play FFS again (:hahah ,BUHBYE !

no piercings (:

2009-08-02T18:35:00.005+08:00

i just woke up from my 3hour afternoon nap !:)

friday ,had leaders' day briefing ,thn waited till ard 5 plus thn walked with M,J&D to lot .J VERY GOOD ,SHE CAME BACK TO LOOK FOR ME (:while waiting for D ,G missed called me ,so i called back &N was thr .So N talked to G(: hahah (:&now N is my 'husband' &we have FIVE kids .and i've got a FIVE CARROT ring .hahah (:went for tuition ,nearly hungry die ,cause dit eat lunch .I smsed I &told him if i ever reply him again means i'm fainting alr .hahah (:but i still replied although i dint faint .mdm mah's gna come back tmr ,i think (:she emailed me about stuff &i asked her when she's coming back &she said should be next week .hahah (:So honoured ,she chose to email me instead of you,him, her or them .go cry la ,maybe she'll email you .

yesterday ,stayed home till 1plus .thn met up with xy &J to do 'homework' .i did do my reflection ,but th rest of th time spent laughing .first was laugh @my LRTJOKE &subsequently about other stuff .Bus-d down to youth lounge at ard 3.20pm .slept throughout th journey .woke up ,got down th bus &walked towards th lift .i nearly got banged by a car ,sortof .i dint realise tht th car was behind me &when i appeared beside me ,i jumped .kor's daddy drove him thr &he alighted beside me .we walked to th coffeeshop so tht he could get pau to eat .thn we walked up .ivan say me ,say i very early hor ,thn i said sorry .hahah (:i was suppose to meet him 3plus @youth lounge but i reached @4plus .LOL ,played pool &ivan's wallpaper .th ball move round th maze thing .i keep moving th ball out of th maze ,end up ivan keep laughing @me .idk how to play only also need to laugh @me .Lousy friend la you .hahah (:actually he's not a bad friend .cell started ,played shiu hor tiutiutiu psst .shiu is SUPERMAN !hor is INCREDIBLE HULK (idk why),tiutiutiu is ULTRAMAN &psst is.....SPIDERMAN !i won all 2 games (:he started scaring me with frankie .i ran around the whole room .thn junyan found a small xiaoqiang ,make me run again .stupid him ,put frankie in my pencilbox ,on my pants ,in my bag ,on my book ,almost on everything tht i brought to cell .finally he gave up ,super happy (: thn played polarbear .i keep tapping ivan's head .After tht ,minli talked to me about df's stuff .as if all my fault ,LOL la .hahah (:but got over it fast .took a pool ball &wanted to slide it over th table before i could let go ,one ball came sliding over &hit my middle finger .hahah (:its kinda alright now .wanted to go dinner with th rest but parents wanted to fetch me ,so ...waited for them &told ivan bye .anw ,IVAN HAS DECIDED TO LET HIS PIERCING CLOSE (:so happy for him la ,hahah (:came home for dinner &stuff .

today ,met gerald @bus interchange &went church tgt .Bused to church .met leon @th 2nd stop .reached church &played pool with tacia as my partner .in th end we still lost .wanted singles for 2nd game ,but everyone wanted double .so i give up ,i dint wna play .sat on sofa &read my book .Ivan FINALLY reached .talked fr a while .went to youth service .did ushering .went to sit down after everything .Clement kept throwing things @me ,so i threw all th bits of paper into ivan's shirt .listened ,thn used ivan's phone to sms clement to pay attention .service ended ,settled stuff with df .anw ,everything's settled ,which taught him DONT EVERYTHING HEAR FROM ONE SIDE ,MUST GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT,BEFORE SAYING OTHERS. LOL ,went for lunch with Ivan&co .dumb ivan wanted to wait for marcus,charmaine,helene &junyan to come bfr ordering lunch .hahah (:Marcus come also scold him stupid .hahah (:i bought icemilo (:Ivan ate fries using his fork and i pushed th fork .He nearly died .he finished eating thn he drank his drink .i put my fingers @th straw ,he couldn't drink anything .he super disgusting la ,he go drip th water in his mouth on my fingers .i went to wash hand ,thn walkedto bus-stop while ivan&co went to play pool .slept on th bus again ,alighted &waited fr another bus .got home ,ate lunch ,bathed &went to sleep .I dreamt of tht stupid ivan sial .i dreamt tht we went for a bbq .th whole dream was super messy ,alot of people .he was one of th clear ones .LOL ,just finished my dinner ,now need to off comp. alr .hahah (:bye (:

pervert ):

2009-07-30T20:03:00.002+08:00

let me sort of "summarise"what happened the rest of the day except for maths lesson .I've alot to rant about maths lesson !hahah (:
well ,the day started off with me going to school ,singing national anthem ,pledge &taking temperature .first period was
Chemistry ,i kept smsing I ,dint really pay attention ,though i did listen eventually .
Geography ,took back test ,dint really pay attention .I was occupying myself with trying to do my theory .
English ,did reflection for english ,but i read the newspaper till i saw a article about marriage &decided on tht .
Recess ,dint eat .went back class after tht .
f&n ,summarised newspaper article .K makes super disgusting faces !just cause he 'enjoys' my reaction !ASS !
MATHS !mrLoh came in .i sat cross-legged on the chair got wrong ah ?!LOL, we started the conversation ,it goes somethinglike this .
mrLoh :"can you put down your leg ?ltr become like tht girl in holland ."
i replied :"huh?! what thing ?"
-some discussions between mrloh &XD .-
mrLoh:"ltr like tht girl walk down holland road naked ."
me ,"you help me find boy thn i go la ."
mrloh:"i dont wna go with you ."
me :"wth ?!who wna do with you sial ,xiasuay !"
mrloh went diam lor .he go sit in front of his laptop machiam watching porn ,AGAIN.
thn he stood up again ,walked over to my side AGAIN .
i put my textbook on my lap ,thn he looked at my laps across th table and asked what i do alr ,th way he did is SUPER pervert la .I quickly put th book on table & pulled th table toward me .
thn he go ask J ,i hint her thn she did the same thing .hahah (:LOL lor ,i've nvr seen a biantai tcher like him lor !so biantai ,next time dont attend th lessons he relief alr la !make me so disgusted ,even worst thn K making faces at me .
CE ,listened to financial planning .hahah ,M wrote tht he wants lots of kids to play with !hahah (:so cute la .After school ,stayed in class .went for piano lesson after tht .thn went to find J,XY&SH after lesson .hahah (:bye (:

finished !

2009-07-29T21:57:00.002+08:00

I just finished my F&N!hahah (:

i was just smsing Ivan again .hahah (:tmr he gna try and wake me up by calling me over and over again !hahah (:hope i will wake up la ,hahah (:so sweet of him to think of waking me up .hahah (:he in sms totally different sial .hahah (:anw ,bye !im gna audi for awhile&go to sleep after tht (:

BYE !

Locked away ,

2009-07-29T20:50:00.002+08:00

i am doing F&N now .But mostly doing other stuff .LOL ,smsing ,msning &blogging .

anw ,today had

Chinese, handed up jianbao !LOL ,finally (:

English ,did compo ,put earpiece and listened songs (:also ,nearly kena sot to death .jer&baby knows lor !

Recess ,as usual la .

Physics ,did test ,i for once know how to do ley !&i taught baby how to do !

Maths ,mdm mah dint come ,a relief tcher came in and started talking to himself/the board ,nobody listened !

SocialStudies ,i dont know what i did .I guess my mind disappeared for tht period .

Chemistry ,marked FYS ,supposed to be TYS ,but only got five years ,so ya .hahah (:

stayed back with J,D,S&M. i finished compo &S helped me hand up cause she was going home .

J, D ,M played with tissue paper to decorate th fan ,so CHILDISH LOR !

I started writing notes on the board for D,M.T,J&T.M .hahah (:

CCA-ed ,discussed some stuff .thn finished .went lotone to accompany J,JR,M,D&XY for lunch .i couldn't find my wallet ,panicked& nearly cried thn XY return me ,jian la !

went LJS .i said tht M's food was shit !hahah ,thn J chi bu xia .hahah (:LOL !came home after tht ,ate lunch &watched tv .went downstairs for a walk with daddy&mummy .climbed up 12 flights of stairs (:might be going jogging tmr morning at 5.30am !hahah (:i gtg complete my F&N ,if not i gna fail it badly !

hahah (:Bye !

used .

2009-07-28T17:48:00.002+08:00

Today was not a bad day .hahah (:
Played badminton during PE ,jerica trying to kill me lor !but i serve to the side first la .hahah (:
The second period of PE, went to ITlab to do some survey .went back class after tht .jer showed me&baby a funny video abt son of a beach !LOL .
F&N ,did pairwork with jerica .LOL .baby ,sorry ah ,ps you .hahah (:
recess ,XINYI TOLD A RELIGION JOKE !&hor ,she kena whack by me&annita !LOL .
English 2period ,talked and joked .thn 2period over .fast lor .
Physics 2period ,read twilight .2period over again .
Chinese ,return tcher th money for the books .paid $3 extra lor .im the first one to pay extra ley !
LOL ,break ,went to buy cup noodles with jer .wasn't hungry but jer tell me must eat if not gastric will 'spoil' !hahah (:so brought back &shared with baby .drank green aple red t .LOL .
MATHS !mdm mah dint come ,mr loh come .so fun to disturb him sial .i changed the school rules LEY !hahah (:LOL .
XD keep beating me using the paper .i threw things back at him&all missed .thn i shoot pearl .
he took the pearl and throw ,landed on baby's shirt .so i took and throw away thn went to wash hand .came back ,mrloh asked if i was dumb cause i dint ask for permission .guess what i said !
hahah (: tell you la .
i said ,ya im dumb .thn he nth to say .so diam diam .i walk away and say but cher you dumber .
HAHAH (:so fun la !LOL .thn i told XD th story tht he show me .hahah (:dumb .
reached home ,bathed ,now using com .im going to chiong my homework now .thn im going to have tuition .i dont wna have tuition @night alr la .cnt finish next day's homework one lor .
almost every tuesday &wednesday get scolded one lor .hahah (: anw ,i gtg chiong homework alr .BYE !hahah (:psst ,IVAN IS SLOW &USELESS !hahah (:&such a flirt !LOL ,bye (:

130(:

2009-07-27T18:14:00.003+08:00

short update on recent days (:
i haven been doing much ,but im reading twilight (:hahah (:super obsessed with it !
E.C is so sweet la !hahah (:anw ,stupid la ivan .Break up with girlf thn come sms me .
think i so free ah ,nvrm entertain you for a couple of days before you stop smsing me again .
hahah (:I'm such a good friend .hahah (:today SOMEONE REJECT ME LEY !!!hahah (:
i first time 'confess' thn kena reject ,sadded .but meant as a joke la .He also knows it .
sometimes i think tht he looks disgusting with his stupid different faces. hahah (:JIE-LI-KA ,you know right ?!hahah (:anw ,i had this feeling tht i will fall down today .but i dint ley ,my sixth sense going cuckoo alr !hahah (:mdm mah dint come today !hahah (:had IT lesson today .not as funny as last week but still not bad .tcher say i draw the ear till like butterfly !hahah (:ASS lor !anw ,went lotone slack. reach lotone thn the rain so heavy la !no choice ,i dont wna get wet so stayed at lotone till 5pm .started drizzling ,so i went home (:i like eating ice-cream on rainy days (:so cool (:abit sot la ,but its a nice feeling (:hahah (: anw ,i gtg alr .got tuition (:hope amirul will make me wake up when i feel like sleeping (:btw ,i dont like anyone at this moment in time .bye !but ,i have a person in mind tht i intend to like .i wont tell you who he is .So ,dont bother asking .it might hurt .

meaningful .

2009-07-23T20:10:00.004+08:00

Hello (:i've got something to say .
well ,i was bloghopping &i came across this story .&i think tht it is related to alot of us out thr .
"a man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his beard trimmed.
As the barber began to work, they began to have a good conversation.
They talked about so many things and various subjects.
When they eventually touched on the subject of God,
the barber said:"I don't believe that God exists."
"Why do you say that?" asked the customer.
The barber replied:"Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that God doesn't exist. Tell me, if God exists, would there be so many sick people? Would there be abandoned children? If God existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain. I can't imagine a loving God who allow all of these things."
The customer thought for a moment, but didn't respond because he didn't want to start an argument.
The barber finished his job and the customer left the shop.
Just after he left the barbershop, he saw a man in the street with long, stringy, dirty hair and an untrimmed beard.
He looked dirty and unkempt.
The customer turned back and entered the barber shop again and he said to the barber: "You know what? Barbers do not exist."
"How can you say that?" asked the surprised barber.
"I am here, and I am a barber. And I just worked on you!"
"No!" the customer exclaimed.
"Barbers don't exist because if they did, there would be no people with dirty long hair and untrimmed beards, like that man outside."
"Ah, but barbers DO exist! What happens is, people do not come to me."
"Exactly!"- affirmed the customer.
"That's the point! God, too DOES exist! What happens, is, people don't go to Him and do not look for Him. That's why there's so much pain and suffering in the world."
I think tht this story is very true for many of us christians .There are many Ifs in our life .But how many of them are actually brought to God ?I believe many of us keep asking if God existed ,why is this happening ,why is tht happening .But many atimes ,we dont rely on God when we really do need him .There are just so many ifs tht we stop trusting God &start taking things in our own hands .Forgetting tht he is actually th one tht we should rely on .We should just STOP doubting &rely on God .I believe God cn do wonders .I think tht we should be thankful for th little things tht God does in our life .Just like finding your wallet when you think its lost .We should be contented with the simple things in life .I hope tht sisters&brothers out thr should turn back .Its never too late to draw near to God .Well ,i just pray tht when the end comes ,christians will not fall but rather ,they'll stand strong &not fall into the darkness .tht's all i have to say .I hope these words will not fall on deaf ears .I know tht im not one to preach .But i just wna share my thoughts .I am trying my very best to be a good christian .Its the relationship tht counts .bye (:off to read my book (:

tired .

2009-07-22T17:42:00.002+08:00

Listening comprehension IS OVER (:
whole day dint do anything much .lessons lessons &lessons .
last period was maths ,cause today early release due to listening compre .
sian ,tmr have to stay in class during recess .marcus got H1N1 ):lucky he's
getting btr .anw ,this morning i had a super disgusting &scary nightmare .
Nearly cried when i woke up .D ,jer&baby knows how disgusting it is !hahah (:
now chatting with Glenn &playing FB ,i think im gna audi soon .hahah (:
so BYE !btw ,im HUNGRY :(

sleepy (:

2009-07-21T22:01:00.002+08:00

My tuition ended alr (:hahah (:Super sleepy now (:hahah ,so ....NOW I AM GOING TO SLEEP !goodnight ,GOD BLESS YOU !psst ...my daddy tell me tmr the sun eat the moon ley !i dont know how ,but ya ,ITS GOING TO EAT IT !!! AHHHHHHHH !hahah (:Nights (:

PISSED !

2009-07-21T18:24:00.002+08:00

Today was alright ,dint do much .Jerica dint come ,daily routined double spoilt !Did duty with baby .Nothing much ,slept while during English ,but msyong keep calling me .Dint sleep well .went for lunch after chinese lesson ,thn went for maths .I slept while mdm mah went through th question .Thn i woke up&continued to do my maths .Had congruency&similarity test after tht ,I think it was pretty easy .So hope i score well la .Hahah (:Later got tuition again .I just realised i got alot of tuition .Monday night got tuition ,tuesday night got tuition ,thursday afternoon got piano lesson ,thursday night got chinese tuition for every first thursday of th month ,friday evening got tuition ,saturday morning got tuition also .hahah (:alot right ?!hahah (:anw ,walked to lotone myself today .I just realised how relaxing it is !hahah (:should walk to lotone by myself more often .hahah (:anw ,joel scared me ,he suddenly walk up beside me .hahah (:came home ,watched tv ,bathed &now use comp .After this ,i'll go do my tuition homework &eat my dinner .hahah (:I hope tuition wont end at 10pm .i hope it'll end at 9.30pm so tht i;ll have time to do my stuff for awhile thn go sleep (:hahah (:This saturday got CCA ,9.30 to 1230 in school .need settle BGM stuff &PC'09 .hahah (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

2009-07-20T19:07:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGYING !
Donavan's sick .Jerica's sick .JingYing's sick .ShiHui's sick .so many people sick lor .
anw ,
CHEMISTRY ,i dint do homework&got scolded something by mrshasi ,i forgot what .
PHYSICS ,dint pay attention ,wrote capsule letters for JingYing .
F&N ,went lab to find recipes ,th com broke down halfway .Th way it broke down is super freaky la ,changed com .I realised ,nowadays ,pens ,pencils &even computers have chou with me .hahah (:ASS la .hahah (:anw ,
RECESS ,dint do anything much .
ENGLISH ,msyong dint come .slacked .
MATHS ,seemed like i was paying attention ,but my mind fly dont know go whr alr .super tired la .
GEOG ,listened &had some foundation joke ,tht only joelle&baby knows.
BREAK ,IT LESSON! it lesson super fun .i drew a human face .hahah (:alot of things happened .
celebrated jingying's birthday after tht .Went home ,keesiao all th way to interchange .reched home ,bathed ate dinner ,sat down to use com till now .so im ending off here ,cause i gtg for tuition alr .BUHBYE !& i hope tht everyone in clique tht is sick will get well soon .God bless (:

tired (:

2009-07-19T16:23:00.002+08:00

Went church this morning .played scissors paper stone with th preschool 2 kids .they're SUPER cute la !hahah (:anw ,went to youth lounge after tht .Joel told me thr would be a youth camp comm meeting over lunch .end up dont have .hahah (:went downstairs with ivan&co .still not gna talk to ljb .hahah (:he's in th wrong first ,so i wont apologise to him .stupid dumb elephant ,clement knows why .hahah (:anw ,i gtg alr .Buhbye (:sian ,tmr have to go school ):BYE !

ACT !

2009-07-18T22:03:00.002+08:00

I just came back from cell .I angry with Ivan just now .HE GO PIERCE !but now okay alr .anw ,Now im not gna talk to KDF !He think he got attitude i dont have ah ?!Ask him sit on th floor ,he purposely cont. sit on th sofa .He think he like tht gna become more handsome meh ?!NO !hahah (: im not gna talk to him lor ,act one seh only .Still ask me who am i to him !Dont wna be friends ,DONT BE LA !you think everybody also like L so stupid go like you meh ?!i gtg .buhbye !

ZHONG SE QIN YOU !

2009-07-18T11:14:00.003+08:00

Im bored now (:
Actually not really la ,just tht im hungry .anws ,JERICA WENT TO PLUCK TEETH YTD !super funny ,now she's drinking blood whenever she eats ,EEEE !JER YOU'RE DISGUSTING LA !had chinese test during hcl ,luckily it was open book ,if not i would have died !hahah (:lols ,anw ,stayed back awhile &went lotone with xinyi,mandy,liting &d .supposed to go with them to buy jy's present ,but my mummy say wna fetch me ,so i decided ,nvrm ,i go home .hahah (:used com for awhile&went for tuition .after tuition ,came home &used com again .but this time is to change blog skin !hahah (:anw ,i gtg alr .ltr got meeting thn i'll go CELL !hahah (:im going to see tht stupid zhong se qin you !hahah (:

2009-07-15T20:32:00.004+08:00

HELLO HELLO !im here to update !hahah (:

ytd ,nothing much happened except ....GLENN CALLED !hahah (:lols ,but i got freaked out by his friend &i also laughed super hard at th way kel answered tht guy !hahah (:jerica ,you understand right ?hahah (: went home after tht .

Today nothing much happened also ,recess time xinyi&co. ps-ed me &jerica .):hahah (:anw ,last period was chem ,paid money .i gave alot of coins ,one guy gave alot of 5cents !hahah (:super funny .anw ,went lotone with jerica after school .cause she wanted to eat lunch .I was super bored ,&i remembered my star needed a pair of pants .why ?cause got something tht cnt be shown off .hahah (:lols ,anw ,below are th pics of what happened when me&jer made pants for my star girl girl .hahah (

before :

after :

with hair &apair of pants (:

I was eating old changkee ,so i decided to 'recycle' th plastic to make my stargirlgirl a pair of pants !hahah (:cut cut cut ,wear wear wear ,tada !

th outcome !hahah (:I decided tht she should have hair since she's a girl ,so i made ......tada !

now,she has hair !hahah (:&this is how it still looks like !hahah (:i gtg alr !buhbye !

cell (:

2009-07-11T14:36:00.002+08:00

did detention ytd ,just cause i dint hand in fat mrtan's homework .Hahah (:went home at 3.30pm .cause mrtan got irritated by me .Hahah (:I kept asking him ,if wna pee cnt ah ?If hungry cnt go buy thing eat ah ?lols ,he got super irritated and say go home la .hahah (:anw ,tuition after tht .I cnt sms so much alr ,if not by th end of this month ,i wont be able to reply .hahah (:anw ,morning had chem tuition .hahah (:till 12plus .helped mummy do eggtarts ,used com till now .I'm going for cell soon (:I gtg alr ,if not i'll be late .hahah (:BUHBYE !(:

dont forget (:

2009-07-10T22:44:00.001+08:00

Im just super bored and sick now ,&super missing someone/something !hahah (:bye (:

She's a bitch !

2009-07-09T20:50:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINYI !!!!remember paste my face on th board ah !hahah (:today is xinyi's happy day ,but my super suay day !Starting of th day not bad .Going for GEOG IS THE WORST CHOICE LA !MsKoh's such a BITCH lor !purposely pick on me and hinted tht she dint do it on purpose .So what if i dint hand in YOUR homework ?!I still did in th end right ?!got so many names ,WHY must say out JUST MINE ?!Me &baby was sitting @th last row&right in front ,you blind cnt see us so dint give us worksheet ah ?I was talking to baby about asking you for notes&you say i was talking &made us take front seat !&you also scolded me for not getting th notes from you ,WTF ?!anw ,i shant cont. ranting .Just know tht she's such a bitch tht she's picking on me .anw ,after tht black-dface for 1period .recess got btr .nth much happened .playd water fight after school .Super wet la !hahah (:stupid kelvin made me all wet !hahah (:walked to lotone with D ,he went back to school ,thn i went to piano lesson .after lesson suay again .i shant elab on this suay .Only xinyi ,shihui ,jer&ivan knows .hahah (:anw ,i gtg !buhbye (:

(:

2009-07-08T19:08:00.002+08:00

Today was normal la (:its th 4th day tht im sms-ing I ley !hahah (:I thought would be like after one day thn stop kind .not bad not bad !hahah (:he keep saying he cn read my mind &i keep saying i wna cut off th wire tht is connecting our brains .I asked him how to ,he said use his teeth .Super eeyer la !hahah (:school was as usual .During recess when Jerica sad I CAN TELL LEY !hahah (:After school played apple fight !hahah (:Joelle threw apple at me .th apple throw 2 times thn will become 2 piece ley !hahah (:lol !ate 1 orange .I tell xd i eat orange until wna pee alr .hahah (:i told him i ate 2halfs .thn he say 2 half not 1 meh ?lol ,make me paiseh lor !hahah (:went lotone with matt ,jer &D (:walked ard @minitoons .saw Denise on th way to subway .D unhappy after tht .Keep asking why ,he say nothing .He's th 2nd person tht I CAN TELL HE IS UNHAPPY LEY !hahah (:I got superpower to tell when a person is unhappy !haha (:Jer ,i got superpower right ???!!!haha (:Kay la ,i gtg .I tell you ah ,these few days i got to know a super happy fact !hahah (:You know what is it ?DONT KNOW !hahah (:only baby&darling knows !

SMILES !

2009-07-06T14:13:00.004+08:00

Nic looks idiotic la (: group photo of those who went .

I help him put one ley !see my hand ?hahah (:Ivan with his pinkhairband (:super cute la !

me and clement ,see our red faces ?His is a result of my chops ,mine is th result of his chops .

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clement ,junyan(kor)and joash !according to height ley !

Yesterday was YOUTH SUNDAY !had cell booth and stuff ,i keep chopping clement's face (:end up he looked as if he was blushing !Ivan wore a pink hairband !super cute !hahaha (:hahaha (:Went sentosa after tht .bus-d to harbourfront ,and thn took th skytrain/monorail .hahaha (:took a bus to tanjong beach .played volleyball ,thn dodgeball .suay lor ,everytime first to be out (:rained ,took shelter for awhile .thn went to play frisbee in th rain ,since we'r alr went .played volleyball after tht .i dint know how to serve lor ,so paiseh .hahaha(:th rain stopped ,me ,ivan,clement ,don ,joash and marcus went swimming to th opposite island .Don halfway leg cramp .Scary lor ,he held on to me and kept pushing me down .lucky he let go of me la .hahaha (:Poor joash acompanied him back to shore .joash nearly drowned also la .Super funny .ivan say he chiong cause wna show off to me .I ask why must be me .he say cause i was th only girl thr .thn i say maybe he show off to others ley ?hahah (:swam back to shore ,went to bath .started raining again .walked under th rain just to go and bath .I finished bathing alr ,th guys still haven bath lor .met up with them at th bus-stop .bus-d to beach station .took monorail/skytrain .went to toliet .Went kfc for dinner after tht .ordered banditto pocket .NICE LEY !dont have tomato one .hahaha (:for th first time ,i ate faster thn ivan .hahah (:everytime laugh at me for eating slow one lor .left kfc to go home .called ivan when i was outside th window just to say bye .hahaha (:super boliao la .thts what he said .hahah (:bus-d home .reached home ,bath and went to sleep .super tired lor .hahaha (:hahaha (:i gtg alr la .buhbye !hahah (:

happy (:

2009-07-03T21:27:00.004+08:00

Die la ,i think im falling deeper and deeper into tht hole !its like quicksand la !darling and baby understand right ?i hope you understand la ,dont understand nvrm !hahaha (:I know baby confirm understand .hahaha (:First period was chinese .After tht was social studies ,super bored until i started drawing rubbish !psst ,i tell you ah ,mr tan give birth one ley ,not his wife (:hahaha (:I think my grades gna suffer just cause i keep insulting tht FAT FAT MR TAN !hahaha (:recess ,thn was maths .I PAID ATTENTION LEY !so surprising ,until th last 5mins la .I started drawing bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbUMBLE BBBBBBBBBBBBBEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSS !hahaha (:in case you dont know ,its called a bumble bee .Hahaha (:wrote words&stuff tgt with th bumble bee and cat ,and flower and a xmm ,hahaha (:anw ,gave tht piece of paper to D (:I realised i gave him th 4thpiece of paper ley !hahah !!!!!smiles (:super unhappy during assembly period ,mrteo made me sit back beside quack even though left 5mins ,dont know how to be flexible one la ,STUPID !HCL ,did oral .Super nervous la .Hahaha (:anw ,after tht went with D and baby to canteen (:B ate lunch ,i drank milo ,and D talk to K&co .Hahaha (:Walked back t class with D&B (:looked at class photos (:D's teeth super white la ,as if shooting ad for darlie toothpaste !hahaha (:talked and walked withD ,went to 4A ,walked down to canteen ,thn went back 4A .mdmyong came 35mins ltr .SO LONG LA !xi guan jiu hao .hahaha (:did oral ,AGAIN !hahaha (:my didi IS LOSING HIS VOICE !!!!!&HIS PHONE KENA CON !HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH !BY VP SOMEMORE !hHahahahaha (:anw ,Dwent home i stayed for th oral thing .left at 5.15pm to go for tuition .reached at5.43pm .hahaha (:went home at7 plus ,watched tv ,now use com .buhbye (:I go play other stuff alr !dont worry ,its not pet society !hahah (:bye (:

happy (:

2009-06-30T18:52:00.003+08:00

Today wasnt a bad day la (:Reach school ,measure temperature ,PE !hahah (:Measures height and weight ,super happy (:I bacome lighter ley !super happy (:I intend to shed another onekg (:Packed badminton rackets and frisbees .Went to toliet with GOLDFISH !hahah (:washed our hands in th 7steps ley !after tht all th tissue stick onto my hand .lols la ,next time dont wash in 7 steps alr .Went to sit down at podium ,talked ,fall in and went back class .F&N ,did r&d ,com super duper lag la !tht com so bu zheng qi la !off and on 3times thn can finally send th r&d .BuZhengQiDeDianNao !okay ,anws ,went for recess .Went back class ,ENGLISH !talked alot of crap ,msyong keep scolding jer bimbo and obtuse .You know what does obtuse means ?It means slow-witted .hahaha (:msyong also said tht Kelvin is a himbo .You know what is Himbo ?aiyoh ,himbo also dont know ,can go bang wall and die alr la .Hahah (:lousy la .Okay ,i tell you la ,it means a guy bimbo (:hahaha (:understand alr ?Still dont understand ?Go check dictionary la .So lousy .Physics ,did maths (:still got one more question .haha (:ltr i go do (:Chinese ,wrote letter (:and also listened for th oral revision part .guai right ?cn write letter and at th same time listen (:passed letter to d ,went for lunch with jer ,matt &boy (:ate cup noodles&bought 10yupi gummy burgers with boy to share share(:I ate 2 ,jer ate 2 ,goldfish ate 1 .Amaths lesson ,kee siao beside goldfish cause super tired .after lesson passed th remaining 5yupi gummy burgers back to boy .He gave CR 2 and left 3 to bring home .he gave me 2hearts ley !i super happy (:He's just so sweet la
Anw ,walked back to interchange ,talked alot with boy (:so happy (:cause yts dint really talk much .Goldfish always say i zhongdu tai shen .but i dont think so ,i just think is yue xian yue sheng .hahaha (:Im going to eat dinner now ,JERICATAN ,I GOT EAT HOR !i dint go on diet just to shed 4kg okay!hahaha (:im going to EAT now !hahaha (:buhbye (:

loves (:

2009-06-28T17:25:00.002+08:00

Went Sentosa on friday .was late for 1hour32mins .so late .hahaha (:meow was SO sarcastic when i reached (:anw ,went palawan beach to get frisbee from meow's friend ,walked over to siloso beach .Had a hard time looking for pastornick and th rest .Walked here and thr here and thr .watched a little kid at th trapeze ,He was so brave and super cute (:hahaha (:Walked over and found pastornick and th rest .they looked like little kids lor .hahah (:put down bag and stuff .pastornick threw me into th sea .surprisingly he could carry me .played in th sea with th rest .Frisbee and threw rugby and soccer ball at each other .Played one-touch(?)basically its rugby .went to bath ,walked all th way to siloso west just to bath .Saw D on th way thr ,talked for awhile and he went home with th rest (:went to vivo after tht .Walked to candy empire ,bought sweets ,went to kfc to have dinner .Went to bring pastornick to kfc .i fell down while walking up th stairs ,so paiseh la ,i scremed somemore .talked as we walked back to kfc .Bought dinner ,sat down and ate .Went to skypark after dinner .Clement started playing Find My Slippers with me .He ran everywhr trying to not let me find my slippers .So childish la but xi guan jiu hao (:walked into th water ,splashed water at clement and don .Left at 9.30pm .Bused back to cck ,talked to denise about stuff and emo-d .lols (:i dint know i can emo .hahaha (:took another bus back home .Reached ard 10.30pm .Went malaysia yesterday at ard 4plus .Super jam when going into malaysia .reached JB at ard 5plus .Super hungry cause dint eat lunch .Went to eat NasiLemak ,SUPER DUPER NICE LOR !still my parents smart ,know how to find nice places to eat .It was near th sea ,super pretty (:especially th sunset .Shopped ard at jusco ,bought alot of stuff (:ate icecream and left (:went to th fishball noodles shop (:my didi ordered noodles and i drank th soup (:Super nice .Reached home ard 12am .slept at 1am .Went church this morning .visited ahma after church .now doing homework ,guai right ?hope to finish soon .I HOPE TOMORROW NO SCHOOL !hahaha (:Peepos out thr ,remember to check MOH website tonight for confirmed details about tmr's school ah .Dont blur blur go school when thr's no school .hahaha (:buhbye (:

loved (:

2009-06-21T21:16:00.004+08:00

Went out whole day today (: Church in the morning .Lunched with nic ,kaixin .Ivan ,Don etc .Bus-d with Ivan&Don to clementi mrt .Bought food at cityvibe ,met meiling&train-d to Tampines with Ivan&co ,together with meiling .On th train got these 2 guys suddenly keep looking at us la .So scary ,they were looking at ivan la .So gay !hahah (:Alighted at Tampines ,went t1 ,walked around .accidently shocked myself in action city .Don showed us how to walk to mrslim's house .reached ,talked to mr goh .Melody 7yrs old alr lor !Mandy is so different from the last time we saw her .Talked ,left ard 5.30pm .Reached home at 7plus .Yesterday left house at 2 plus to meet meiling to buy mrslim's present .Bought bib&baby powder (:All th baby clothes super SMALL &CUTE !hahaha (:Went meeting ,went for cell after tht .After cell went for dinner ,talked at subway .Left ard 8plus .Saw a cockroach&screamed ,xiasuay siol .those behind me stopped &looked la !Super embarrasing .Hon fetched me home ,watched boys over flowers ,super sweet la ,th show !hahaha (:Slept ard 11plus .buhbye (:

shutup (:

2009-06-18T19:57:00.003+08:00

Went malaysia with family yesterday (:Bought stuff and ate (:Came home at ard 9plus .Watched shows till 2.34am (:But slept for 1hour15mins during th show ,before officially going to sleep (:Woke up at 9.09am today morning (:Sms-ed ,Watched bedtime stories (:Bathed ,went to play bball with J&W .Wore slippers down ,hence blisters on my feet ): Came home ,continued watching till 3plus .Switched to wdrama .Tried to do homework ,couldnt concentrate .Stopped and did other things .Ate ,used com .Now gna watch tv again .I think tht people tht spams other's blogs are idiots .They are brainless .When they've got nothing better to do and want attention ,they spam .They try to show off by using the words they've just learnt thinking tht only they know how to use those words .Pathetic .When they dont know how to reply ,they keep quiet .So useless .Peiyi aka passerby ,i'm referring to you .

D ,i dont like you to blame yourself .It hurts .Falling down is not your fault .I dont like it when you blame yourself .Nothing is really your fault .There isnt right or wrong in this world .Rights and Wrongs are determined by law ,and most importantly yourself .Its upsetting .People have been promoted ,you haven't been .Im here for you to complain to and to share problems with me .I believe tht everything have been planned .If your life is meant to be like this ,it'll remain like this .Nothing can change it .Only by falling down ,then you can learn .If you dont learn ,you'll just be like stagnant water ,never moving .if you're reading this ,please dont feel inferior .You're a great person alr (:

secret (:

2009-06-13T16:08:00.003+08:00

Went meeting today (:This guy wanted our numbers but dint dare come over .I had such a good time fooling him (:super funny la (:Confirmed timing of CCA outing (:(:(:super happy (:Chatting with TREE ! and another D now (: D super funny ,play tongs thn cut finger .So dumb .Hahah (:I just told tree a secret (:& he likes th secret (:right ,tree ?hahah (:Walked ard with meiling to buy stuff after meeting .Came home ,typed out CCA info ,sent to mentors .Now blog .Later going to see ahma .I MISS HER LA !haha (:Tree ,15th to 18th june hor (:hahah (:dont miss me too much (:Saw J at lotone just now .he looks btr now (:haven seen him since 2 yrs ago .hahaha (:bye (:
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Tree loves th secret ,not like (:Boy ,can ?hahah (:
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like highlighting ?

2009-06-11T22:02:00.003+08:00

Went Minli's house today ,played piano and stuff .Visited ahma after tht .Reachd home ard 4plus .Had lunch and continued smsing .Nothing much to update alr (:yeah ,cca outing next week (:(:bye (:
some people just have too much free time on their hands .I put what font colour they also wna care .Hahah (:some people only have th word dog in their dictionary and they wna prove tht .pathetic la ,study so much ,waste parents money only .Or is it cause no place for them to go ?Cant blame them ,nobody wna see them cause they look like a dog but keep calling others one when they are th dog themselves .you wna care tht i put no colour ,i purposely put more lor ,happy highlighting and reading (:(:so brainless .

Will history repeat itself ?

2009-06-09T19:39:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 9am today .Smsed D ,watched tv .Watched Bindi th jungle girl (:so cool ,whole famiyl likes animals (:changed to manvs wild at 10am .All about surviving in th wild .some parts super disgusting .Bathed ,bus-d to cckand mrt-d to outram .Visited grandma today (:i brought her fav pillow to her (:(:forgot to charge phone ,phone left one batt .had to bear with it .off-d phone throughout th whole visitation to save batt .Left hospital ,on phone t sms again .Off-d phone on mrt .Mrt-d back to cck ,went for meeting .Saw jerica at mac .talked about alot of stuff for event (:bought some stuff ,went home .reach-d home ,watched tv .Now use comp ,cca outing next tuesday (:(:(:(:(:(:(:bye (: Those tht wna criticise my position in th cca ,please come and talk to me .If you think you have th leadership skills to qualify ,i dont mind you taking over ,But th thing is ,I DONT THINK YOU HAVE (:too bad for you .Dont scold people dog la hor .I think your dictionary only have th word dog and other profanities .